MATURING!!

NO FIGHTING❗️

I had woke up early partly because I was getting my phone but the real reason was the baby couldn't sleep. I literally got about 2 full hours of sleep.

He woke up pissed off because I wouldn't stop her from crying

*"WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANNA LET HER CRY FOR"he woke up snapping

" I'm not letting her do anything if you would get up and help me" he got up grabbing her

"Watch ya fucking mouth" I shook my head he was horrible

"Why can't you just put her on ya titty" he suggested with bass in his voice

" because it's uncomfortable at night because I do it all day" I rolled my eyes not that I should have to explain that to him

" keep getting smart I bet you I smack the shit outta you" I didn't say nothing, I just finished thawing the milk so I could fed her."

That was last night though and he still wasn't really talking to me. I didn't know if I was getting the phone or not and I wouldn't ask him either.

" what you want to eat?" He came out the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist.

" can you get me a bacon egg and cheese from quik stik" he smiled

" remember when I start fucking with you " he smiled deviously

" yeah and you was disrespectful then,I should've known from then" I mumbled the last part

" you must wanna start some shit get her ready" I rolled my eyes " keep being fucking smart"

I didn't make no facial expressions or nothing because he was looking for a reason to not get me my phone. I really didn't need him to buy it either, I just knew he wasn't gonna let me

" I don't wanna fight with you Melo" I had to let him know because he was gonna keep picking.

" you keep running your mouth you will be" I didn't say nothing else because it was no point. I was still sensitive so the tears fell, he was a maniac and insensitive.

I went upstairs to get the baby ready, I wiped her down with a rag because her umbilical cord hadn't fallen off yet. It was cold so I had to make sure she was bundled up because she still didn't have her shots.

By the time I was done with her, he was outside smoking. I walked pass him rolled my eye and went to get in the shower. I didn't take long because he was impatient.

I put my hair in a high bun and moisturized my face. I still had bruises so I had to put makeup to cover them. I still had to put her milk in the little cooler and I had to pack her an outside bag. Having kids was too much and I highly don't recommend. Just kidding I love my little lady bug.

I packed her diaper bag full with everything I would need outside.

" how long you think we gonna be out for,I need to grab enough milk " I went to the balcony to ask him

"Like 4 hours" I nodded and shut the door before the smell could get in

I went back in the kitchen and packed two bottles. That was all she needed while we was going out. She's usually on my breast all through the day anyway

" I'm ready she on the couch" he nodded his head walking off, he was taking long so I sat down. When he came back in the living room he had a new shirt on. I'm assuming he changed so he wouldn't smell like weed.

He grabbed the baby and we left out the house. I hadn't been out since the day we left the hospital. Which was only about 4 days but still.

"We gonna get your phone after we get something to eat" I couldn't help the smile that creeped on my face