MATURING!!

SORRY❓❓

When I woke up he had his arm wrapped around me. I moved them disgustingly, I really should punch him in his face but I was scared.

" What you doing" he lifted his head as I got off the bed

" going to the bathroom" I rolled my eyes and walked on the bathroom

" Fuck you "I mumbled

I pulled my shirt up and touch the bruises that was on my hip wincing because it hurt like a bitch. I put my face in my hand and cried

" we going to breakfast get ready" he told me and I nodded my head because I didn't wanna argue back out of fear. I never felt like this a day in my life, no man had ever put there hands on me, not even my dad

I threw on some work out clothes so I could cover up the bruising on my body without having to do it with make up and some LV sneakers with my Purse. I had to put a little extra make up so I could cover the black eyes

" Come on" he walked in the bathroom looking good but I didn't care I was really hurt by what he did

" I don't have no more lip stick to cover my lips" I told him because I really didn't wanna go and they little blots on them

" Don't worry about it come on" I wanted to smack the shit outta him but I didn't I just grabbed my purse and pulled my hair out of the ponytail because it was curly

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He guided me in the booth and sat beside me I thought he was going to sit on the other side

" Look I wanted to apologize for what I did last night ion have no excuses for what I did but I'm sorry" I really didn't care for his apology,I was really hurting. I pulled my shades down to talk so he could see my full face. I had a cut on my eyebrow, so I had a little band aid on it, you could still kinda see the dark marks around my eyes because I obviously ain't put the makeup on right and my lips was busted top and bottom.

" you hurt me BAD when I asked you to stop why couldn't you just stop I didn't know it was going to be that difficult to ask for space " tears was rolling down my face

" I know your cheating so I just wanted space" he cut me off because of what I said

" Don't assume shit about me whatever you wanna know ask me I been told you this shit Imma be honest with you" the waitress came to bring our drinks. I ordered a mimosas and he had an orange juice, I needed to drink BAD!!

"When I ask you, you never wanna tell me the truth I asked you about the girl and you lied about that" tears was still falling but I wiped them because he don't deserve my tears

" you right She was this old jawn I fucked around with ion fuck with her no more so you don't have to worry about her no more" i shook my head because I still didn't believe him he lied once he gonna lie again

" she must've been important for her to meet ya family" I whispered and he put his glass down looking at me in my eyes

" I just told you I fucked around with her I'm not lying this time" I couldn't hold the gaze so I looked away

" Maybe we should really take a break from each other like we've been with each other everyday for the last 7 going on 8 months that's not good" his hand gripped my thigh under the table. I slightly but not so slightly jump from the pain

" Dont piss me off this morning you could never just accept my kindness I apologized and I'm trynna be real with you just eat" he talked with angry and I played in the food because I didn't even have a appetite from the started of the morning

" Eat the food I got a massage for you later" i wasn't jumping for joy because he was the reason I needed a massage

" I really am sorry about what happened last night though" I just nodded because there was nothing else left to say, I really didn't accept his apology

We ate in a comfortable silence after that. I wanted my phone because he had took it yesterday when he left

" Can I have my phone back" I asked I mentally threw up I sounded like a kid asking her dad for her things back after she got in trouble

" Don't be putting Patience in our business" he handed it to me. I didn't say nothing because I was gonna tell her anyway

Here I was worried about my baby brother being around him when I should've been cautious myself. Right now I really didn't wanna be around him Altogether but I have no choice obviously. I opened the instagram app and seen he disabled my page

" why would you delete my account that was one of my stream of incomes" I asked with a hint of irritation in my voice

" Because you don't need that shit I'll replace whatever they give you" I felt anger rising but I didn't wanna put on a show

" you can't just come in my life thinking everything should go your way and if it don't you wanna beat my ass" I laughed "I can't win with you can I ?"

"Don't start something you cant finish just finish your food" he was typing on his phone so I picked mine up and texted Patience. Fuck him and this food

*PAI PAI*

*KAY KAY YOU OKAY?!!!*

*yeah just a little sore but I'm good*

*im soooooo sorry I wish I could've warned you before but he still had my phone until like 2 mins before you was walking in IM SO SO SORRY*

I looked to my left to see if he was paying me any attention but he wasn't

* It's all good don't worry about it, I'm fine now imma call you later though Ard * I texted last because he sat his phone down so I sat mine down

" you done?" He asked referring to the food " yeah"

He left $200 on the table and we left I was a little sleepy from last night still

" what time is the massage" I asked trying to see if I got time to take a nap

"12:30 why" he sat his phone down and peeked over at me

" I was trying to take a nap" I mentally rolled my eyes because this answering to him shit was getting annoying

" you got about 2-3 hours to take one" we pulled up to his house and we got on the elevator up. Soon as I got in I went straight to the bed I was really exhausted