Poison in my veins (BoyxBoy)

someone to spoil

JJ•

He wanted somewhere fancy,somewhere fancy that had fancy food with fancy names I couldn't pronounce.

"You deserve to go somewhere fancy.Somewhere you fit with how perfect you are."

He said,a blush rising so hard I felt like I had a fever all through my body.

I argued with him over this,no fancy place I had to pretend I liked and when really it would annoy me with all the fancy people.

"I'm not dressed enough for somewhere fancy anyway."

I argued,shrugging slowly as I could feel his eyes traveling up and down over my shape.

"You're perfect angel.You'd put everyone to shame with how beautiful you are."

He said softly.

That made my insides twist up so painfully,heart racing madly while I pretended to be interested in the sky while I willed the stupid blush on my freaky pale skin to go away.

Didn't work,only got worse when a couple walked by and he grabbed my waist before they ran into me cause I wasn't paying attention.

Blush started up full force,stupid blush on my stupid pale skin as he held me close to his warm Body.

Thanks mom for that fun gene,being pale as a ghost is a terrible thing to go through life with.

(this is me,I'm so pale my family says I'm transparent.Whatever that means 😒 I actually LIKE being pale)

I finally got my way when I told him I wanted somewhere small and quiet,somewhere I could spend all my time and attention on my bad boy and not worrying what was on the menu.

(me af,DONT take me somewhere fancy cause I'll freak and refuse to leave the car)

He agreed to go wherever I want,smiled that small smile that made my insides flip and my heart race.

I was so excited but I felt sick the whole time,stomach hurting from the fact that this was a date and I might mess it up and I really didn't wanna do that but knowing me I would.

He drove around and found this place near a small private beach,despite the fact he hates sand he asked if I liked it.

Small and filled with people but oddly still quiet,big red neon sign that read 'the beachside' with swirly cursive white letters made me smile.

The tables were outside on the sand,big booths that looked odd on the ground as if someone just plunked them down right here instead of actually building the inside of the restaurant.

We sat near the edge,the waves creating a pretty soundtrack to this show as I got to stare across the table at my dark bad boy.

"I thought you hated sand?"

I said,mentally slapping myself for asking such a stupid small question.

Nicely done Jack.

He smiled softly,my heart thudding as he shrugged his shoulders slowly.

"I do...but you like this place."

He answers simply.

I smile and bite my lip,laughing quietly.

Silence stretches,comfortable silence though as we listen to the waves cause we don't always need to speak.

My bad boy likes silence sometimes,dark and broody and perfect in all ways to me.

"You sure you wouldn't prefer somewhere fancier?"

He asks,voice bringing me back to earth and my attention away from the waves as they crash up on the shore softly.