Poison in my veins (BoyxBoy)

the purple haired girl and crossed lines

JJ•

Neon lights hang all around the room like glittering stars that kiss the earth,loud music bumping through speakers that are shaking near the wall from the height of the volume.

Busy bodies all around are jumping and grinding together to the loud obnoxious beat,sweaty hair and loud laughs as everyone moves as one on the dance floor that lights up bright neon blue and green.

It takes me all of 5 seconds to realize my bad boy was right,true words he spoke cause I've been here for less than a minute and I already don't like it.

nope nope the tall boy was right,the small pale boy doesn't like the bar with its bright lights and sweaty bodies and stuffy air that smells like drugs and sex

Internally I freak the fuck out,my insides twisting up and heart pounding faster as the lights seem to shine so bright I wish I brought sunglasses to cover my eyes.

You mean shades?

Ignoring my inner voice I look around,staring at the sea of heads all bobbing along to the loud beat that's giving me a headache.

brown hair blonde hair black hair red hair, a sea of heads that belong to people I don't care for in the slightest

turn back turn back! go back to the boy in the hotel room with beautiful unique eyes!

I push my way through the crowd to make for the bar,not really wanting anything but needing a distraction before I turn and run back to the boy who I'm still mad at.

Bodies against bodies makes me uncomfortable,skin pressing against me leaving smudges from people I don't know and don't want touching me in the slightest way.

Why don't you just go back to the hotel room? You don't have to stay here if you don't like it.

I could leave yes,but I don't want to.I don't want to give him the satisfaction of knowing he was right about this.

look look look the blonde boys back! he was too babyish to handle the bar and came back shaking hahaha look you were right!

I don't think he cares about that.I think he just wants you safe and if you don't like it here you should leave.Don't make it harder than it has to be Jack.

I roll my eyes,wanting my inner voice to shut up and stop pestering me for once cause I'm tired of hearing about the boy who's arms I miss wrapped around me.

stop stop stop talking,stop reminding me how much I miss him even though I'm trying to be angry with him

I roll my eyes again and push past some tall thin girl with messy purple hair,silver bracelets dangle on her thin arms as she shakes her body on the dance floor like there's no tomorrow.

For a second I feel drawn to her,drawn to the way her hips sway and the way her long hair shakes perfectly as she glides around the dance floor.

I can't help but watch as she closes her eyes while she moves,like a ballerina on center stage she moves like she's done this dance a million times so she knows it by heart.

I can't help but stare,her beauty something I've never seen before and it almost makes me question if she's real.

she can't be real can she? the bright,flawless girl with purple messy hair can't be real can she? she's too...magical...to be real

Others seem drawn to her as well,boy and girl eyes all glued to her like she's a beautiful goddess made of gold that's come to bless them with her bright hair and hypnotizing dance moves.