Poison in my veins (BoyxBoy)

calm me down,you know how

JG•

"Are you okay?"

Short girl speaks caring words with a soft tone,worried eyes on me as she actually looks concerned.

The only thing I'm thinking about...is how badly I wanna rip her body apart.

You shouldn't have stopped sweetie...you should have kept going.

Don't be so weak. Stop being a baby.

Her eyes stay locked on me,my insides burn and twist with bad images that I fight yet have a sickeningly strong power over me.

I cock my head and smile,all teeth so the look of fear I know so so so well shows up on her pretty face.

In seconds her look of concern is gone,total fear and terror filling those bright green orbs as she stares my way.

A scared sound leaves her throat,her feet in her cherry red high heeled boots starting to back away back to the safety of her car.

Oh no pretty thing...you're mine now.

Another frightened sound leaves her as I start toward her,slow steps in my favorite game to play when this side takes over me.

She makes a whimpering sound and turns to leave,to the safety of her own car where the frightening monster wont touch her as long as the locks are clicked shut.

I let her get a couple steps away before moving,so fast I'm a blur as she suddenly bumps into me as I stare down at her now.

She whimpers,tears staring to fall from those green eyes of hers.

"W-what do y-you want?"

Her voice shakes,terror hitting her as she has no idea what I am or what I any with someone like her.

What do I want?

What do I want she asks?

I cock my head,evil smile I know will frighten her and when she cowers my insides twist with happiness.

I step closer,invading her personal space as she whimpers and steps back just barely.

"What do I want?"

Her eyes brim with tears,falling like a waterfall that never stops as she cowers before me like a small frightened child.

"What...do I want?"

I wonder aloud,part of my game I like to play when my crazy side comes out from hiding.

I step closer to her small shape,my hands coming up slowly and she practically cries buckets of salty tears.

My hands grab her face between them,so small she is I could crush her head in mere seconds and it wouldn't take any strength.

Holding her face gently I look down in green eyes,wishing with my disgusting cold rusted heart...wishing so so badly that they were bright clear blue instead.

"What I want doesn't really matter...does it?"

My voice is rough and rude,tone that makes her shiver in fear cause I've seen it before and it's nowhere near to being cold out.

Her eyes stare up with tears of terror,with all my strength I wish they were beautiful and clear and blue.

Blue...like his...

I laugh darkly,pulling away from her as she stands there with a scared little look that makes me smile once more with all teeth.

"What I want...doesn't matter.Cause I never get what I want do I? I never get the things I want...never get the things I desire or crave now do I?"