Poison in my veins (BoyxBoy)

angels don't love devils

JG•

Sledgehammer to a brick wall,rock thrown at a pretty glass building just to hear it smash.

Vases smashed in an angry fit,things thrown across a room when your temper heightens.

SMASH SMASH SMASH

break,broke,broken

I was breaking,outer self falling apart more and more everyday that passed.

I was snapping,dark thoughts and dark side I've been hiding since I met the beautiful little angel that walked the earth coming out from hiding in the darkest parts of my mind.

a demon in your heart,he wants out to playyyy

I've been trying to keep them locked away,keep them at bay before I snap and do things I shouldn't do.

Thins I can't do.

shouldn't but can't,want to but can't

can't can't can't can't can't

They've been locked up pretty well,small snaps every so often that has pleasure running through both our veins.

Small snaps my inner voice will make me feel guilty for later,pleasure and happiness running through me when it happens.

Kisses I shouldn't give and touches I shouldn't spread,things I want to give and more running through my mind nonstop.

kisses touches hugs kisses touches hugs

Up till now I've controlled myself pretty well,done things I shouldn't but stayed on the very edge that hung over the depths of insanity.

Every touch and kiss hasn't made me lose it,wanted to so so badly but I kept it together.

I had to,couldn't do the things that floated in my mind no matter how much I craved to do them.

Despite how much my inner voice bitches I've held it together well,stopped myself from going too far and making decisions I'll come to regret for certain reasons.

But see the thing is...a rubber band only stretches so far before it snaps.

A child holds a band in his fingers,stretching it and pointing it at someone to scare them.

stretch stretch stretch stretch

SNAP

The bad snaps before you can react,pain surging through your fingers burning sensation that hurts in a good way sometimes.

Child cries out,never wanting to do it again for fear of the pain and the sound of the snap.

Takes you by surprise,you know it's coming and yet when it happens the sound and the pain make you panic and freak.

OH MY GOD IT SNAPPED

What happens when you stretch too much,pressure builds up and it snaps.

it snaps,it snaps,you snap

And I'm snapping.

I can feel it,dark side banging on the glad door just waiting to be let out of its playpen.

let me out let me out I want to playyy

I can feel myself snapping so powerfully I can hear it,hear the bad things I wanna do the precious angel I adore screaming in my ears.

do what you want,fuck him hard till he can't breathe

Bad things I can't do,dirty images I love on one hand but need to stop on the other.