Poison in my veins (BoyxBoy)

calm before the storm/promise

JJ pov

Jealous didn't even describe what I was feeling,the feeling running through my veins was so far beyond jealousy it made jealousy look like a good feeling instead of that green monster we all know it to be.

Parked at a small cafe my bad boy ran inside to get something for me,no no no bad boy I said I'm not that hungry honest let's just keep driving I whined. But my stomach betrayed me and the sound was so loud it almost covered his laugh so he pulled over to the first place we saw and smirked at me when I stuck my tongue out.

Everything was fine. Nova was sleeping beside me and I was daydreaming about the tall boy who I love more than words can describe,when I glance up to see this bitch flirting with my bad boy.

He long blonde hair made me dizzy with how much it swayed around her shoulders,her glittery gold headband shone so bright even out here my eyes hurt. She was short and thin and,if she wasn't flirting with what's mine,she was actually kinda cute.

Or so I would have said if she wasn't touching my bad boys arm the way she was,her surely long and fake nails marking fingerprints all over his by now that surely would leaves smudges on his skin if he wasn't covered.

My blood was boiling as I watched her trace her fingers down his elbow,her smile mega bright and her teeth mega straight and holy shit she was really pretty. I actually felt my heart drop cause she was so pretty,no wonder he was letting her touch him. She was gorgeous.

I watched as my bad boy barely shoved her off,her mouth dribbling words like crumbs from cakes past her lips. Her smile so wide you would swear she knew him and loved him more than anything in the world.

I wanted to cry from the scene before me,she looked so in love and it seemed so different from the way the other floozy hoes have stared at him.

hoes staring at him like he's sparkly and shiny like presents at Christmas,this girl staring at him like he's the only person in the world

After watching for a couple minutes,oddly I couldn't tear my eyes away that looked like picture perfect together, I leaned over and honked on the horn.

My bad boy glances up and the blonde girl does too. She smiles my way and I gulp nervously, the windows are tinted the darkest they come you could commit murder in this car and no one would see. But the way she smiled made me feel like she saw right through the glass,right into my insides.

hello small boy yes hello I see you I know you're their I know you're jealous and frightened I know you think I'll take him away yes hello small boy I can see youuu

Such an odd feeling runs down my spine but I don't know what it is,all I know is they look too perfect together and it's making me sick and jealous and sad and a million other emotions I can't name.

My bad boy pushes out the door and comes this way. I shrink down and in my seat a little and tune my body away,not wanting to look at him for how jealous I feel. I can't help it,I know I'm a child and get jealous easily. Sue me.

hahaHaHA stupid little child getting jealous over boys in jackets HAhAHA stupid little boy you are hA

The door closes and I can feel Nova wake up,her little tail waggling against my leg as if to scream her greeting to the boy who entered the car.

hello tall boy hello! where have you been?! we've been waiting for forever and we missed you!! yes we missed you a lot! we've been lonely and missing you hello tall boy hello!!!

"Here you go angel."

I feel bags being pushed toward me,my bad boys need to make me happy and make sure I'm taken care of always making him buy so much when really I don't need much to make me happy.