From the birth, It's only you

Part - 18

" I don't want this to happen, that too, not in this way. Now, how I am going to face her, will she accept this, I don't have any problem, if she doesn't accept our relationship easily or immediately, I am glad to give her time, but my fear was, what if she completely forgot me. No, No, Rudy will not leave me"

" What if, No... No.. she will not leave me"

" How can she spoil our entire relationship, just because I loved her in other way. No, she is matured one. She will understand me"

" But one thing I am damn sure that I will not force myself to her, If she likes me, the way I like her, I will be happy. If not, I will understand that, because our's are not common relationship, right"

KS was fighting with these her own thoughts, while sitting in the couch for quite sometime. These thoughts and the fear to face HM's reaction makes her restless

" Rishu, What happened to you? Why are looking sad? Why are you sitting like this, for long time? Is anything bothering you?" HM piled her questions while coming towards KS, who is sitting in the stair from quite a long time

HM takes the seat next to KS in stairs: What happened to my Rishu? And What are you thinking?

KS looked at HM and said: I am thinking that, how I have to work hard to get the 5 stars, from my teacher again, which I lost because of you and Nimi

HM: What, because of me?

KS: Yesterday, you taught that Nimi, Maths problem and Today she got 5 stars from our teacher. So, Now I am thinking, How I need to work hard to get the 5 stars from teacher by myself.

HM: So, you don't need my help.

KS: No, I will get 5 stars by myself

HM: Hmm.

KS: But, how do you know that, I am sad

HM: "I know, How I don't know, about my Rishu's sadness" saying this, she pulled KS by her arms and kept in her embrace and continued " And I know and I strongly believe that, My Rishu is capable of doing, anything and everything. Tomorrow, for sure, you will get the 5 stars from your teacher"

KS: " I love you, Rudy. I know, you will encourage/support me in anything" saying this, KS hugged HM tightly

HM remembered this, while looking at KS,who was completely, lost in her thoughts and sitting in the living area couch.

HM's trance of thoughts are disturbed by PJ's voice "How are you feeling now? Haseena"

"Feeling much better, PJ" saying this, she take her seat in the couch

PJ who takes her seat next to KS, said: :Okay, Now come and eat something" she said this, while looking at KS and HM

HM: I am not hungry, PJ. I am not feeling at eat anything

PJ: "Look Haseena, she also eat nothing from the morning. Atleast for her sake" she said, while looking at KS

HM looked at KS, who was silently thinking something from long time.

PJ: "What happened to you? Why are looking sad? Why are you sitting like this, for long time? Is anything bothering you?" PJ asked KS, while caressing her head

KS looked at HM once and tightly hugged PJ, said: Nothing, PJ. Just

PJ who reciprocated her hug, rubbed her arms and said: "Don't worry Lalli, Nothing bad going to happen. You will handle everything. And I know how capable you are, and I have strong belief on you, that you will handle everything. Definitely you will achieve, what you want for"