Safe Haven (Organización Intrepída series#2)

Kabanata 27

Hindi po ako law student or lawyer pero try ko ang best ko sa paggawa ng court scene para sa chapter na ito.

Un-edited kaya expect po ng errors hehe sensya na and enjoy reading po. 

Warning: Contains matured contain please read with caution.

Kabanata 27

Fighting for someone while dealing with yourself is one of the hardest parts of my life. Working as a lawyer and a patient with PTSD, it was hard for me to gather things in one place and have to think properly about a concrete plan.

I grew up in a family of love and kindness; our parents never raised their voice at us or hurt us physically. We lacked money, but we didn't feel it because my parents did their best for me and my siblings.

We were raised in a way that is only good, thus we shouldn't do anything that might hurt other people. Our parents instilled in us the need of maintaining a good attitude

But I was wrong. Being kind is just a way for someone to hurt and destroy you as a person. I saw how my parents were betrayed by those people just because they were so good and didn't have the guts to hurt someone.

After that incident happened in my family, I've decided to change myself from being soft to cold. I put a wall inside of me to prevent myself from falling again. I push myself so hard to achieve my dreams for my parents.

Oo, para sa kanila rin ang kagustuhan kong maging abogada dahil gusto kong ipakita na nagpalaki sila ng bata na kayang magtanggol ng iba pero, hindi ko aakalain na sila pala ang ilalaban ko sa korte.

Sinimulan nila ang laban kaya ako ang tatapos, nung una ay takot ako na simulan ang isasagawang laban para sa mga Samonte pero dahil sa pamilya ko ay nagkaroon ako ng lakas ng loob.

Nag trabaho ako sa law firm malapit sa kumpanya nila para manmanan ang kanilang mga ginagawa, sa panlabas ay makikita na ehemplo sila ng mabubuting tao pero alam ko sa loob neto ay mga halang na kaluluwa.

May mga tauhan ako na nagsasagawa nang pag iimbestiga para malaman ang baho na pwede kong gamitin para pabagsakin. Akala ko madali ang lahat dahil anak ako nang ma-impluwensyang tao sa bansa pero hindi naging madali ang laban ko para ungkatin ang lahat.

May mga oras na kinakain ako ng takot dahil may sumusunod sa akin pero andyan si Zach para iligtas ako. 

"Are you okay?" 

"I'm always here for you."

"I will do everything for you."

"I love you."

Those words from him became my peace and sanctuary, but the moment I remembered the pain he inflicted on me, those old feelings subsided again for the second time. But how can he do something like be my peace and hurt me at the same time? I'm still wondering.

Nalaman niya ang katotohanan tungkol sa akin at isa iyon sa pinakamabigat na nangyari dahil nag tinago ko ito. Nung nakita ko na nabugbog siya nila Kuya ay nasaktan ako sa hindi malaman na dahilan, nasaktan ba ako dahil nabugbog siya o nasaktan ako na nalaman niya ang katotohanan sa mga magulang ko. 

"Go home." I said seriously.

I saw the pain in his eyes while he was looking at me. "Please tell me what they did to you." He asked me.

I bit my inner cheek and fisted my palm to calm myself. "Elisse, tell me please so I can help you." He pleaded more.

I gather the courage to speak in front of him. "There's no point in telling you the truth." I spat back. "Hindi ko kailangan ng tulong mo Zach, kaya ko ang sarili ko at saka hindi ko maaatim na tulungan mo ako matapos mo sabihan ng ganon ang pamilya ko." naiiyak kong sabi sa kanya.