AFRAID {a.i.}

CHAPTER TWENTY

Song of the Chapter: Two Weeks - FKA Twigs.

-warning: sexual content-

Mornings next to Ashton were warmer. Happier. Different. I felt safe in his arms. This morning wasn't any different either. In fact it was better. Ashton's lips pressed against my forehead. My eyes flickered open and I looked up at him. I rested my head on my hand, which was on his bare chest. Ashton slept with only pj pants but who's complaining, definitely not me. I smiled and tilted my head, looking at my head.

"How did this happen?" I wondered aloud. Ashton played with my hair and smirked.

"What?"

"Us.... How did it happen?" I made little patterns on his chest with my finger. Ashton chuckled and looked down at me. I bit my lip.

"I don't know really, it's all been so quick." Ashton put his arm under his head and looked at the ceiling. I rolled off of him and laid next to him.

"Too quick?" I sighed and Ashton propped himself up on his elbow. I looked at him and he shook his head.

"Definitely not." Ashton poked my nose and turned to him. "I mean, I wouldn't be here now like this otherwise."

"Oh right." I bluntly replied, smirking. He placed his hand on my cheek and winked. I blushed, licking my lip. I forgot that was Ashton's weak point.

"Fuck, Brooklyn." He cussed and crawled on top of me. I smirked and looked at him. His eyes were lustful. I felt one of his hands on my waist, whilst the other was above my head, propping himself up. "You know you shouldn't do that. It drives me insane."

"And what are you going to do about it?" I licked my bottom lip before suddenly his lips collided with mine. I was shocked at first but I kissed back eventually. "You know you should warn me." I spoke into the kiss but he didn't stop, he just smiled. I smiled and he licked my lip, begging for entrance, which he gained. The kiss was heated to say the least. I felt his hand run up my leg, giving me shivers. He chuckled at my reactions and began to kiss along my neck. Soon he found my weak point and I moaned loudly. Ashton smirked and ran his hand up my top. I wasn't wearing a bra. My heart stopped. Was I ready? He'd never touched me there before, without my bra. I gasped and he started to remove my top.

"Guys are you ready yet?" Brad knocked and Ashton practically fell off of me. "Hurry up we are going out and you've been in bed all day. Wear something nice. It's a club." Since when were we clubbing. As soon as brads footsteps quietened down, I laughed and Ashton hit me with a pillow. I sat up, confused.

"You are such an idiot. Your brother could of walked in, and seen us."Ashton climbed off the bed and looked through his suitcase. Him and the boys stayed for the L.A. trip which made me happy.

"Its not my fault you couldn't keep it in your pants." I got out of bed and practically strutted to the wardrobe. Ashton's eyes were on me.

"Yeah, why? Why do that to me?" Ashton groaned and I looked at him, leaning against the wardrobe. I really was enjoying this.

"Do what, Ashton?" I smirked and again, he groaned. He picked out his outfit and looked at me.

"You know, stand there, wearing nothing but underwear and a top. Licking your lips. It's just torture, babe." Ashton looked at me and walked to me.

"And guess what?" I whispered, he came closer, I leaned in, "I'm not even wearing a bra." I turned and opened the wardrobe. Ashton's breathing was heavy. I don't know what came over me I just couldn't help it. Something about him. It just drove me crazy.

"I hate you Brooklyn." He laughed. I heard him walk out of the room so I quickly picked out an outfit. The time was 7.30pm and that was crazy to me because I genuinely thought it was morning. I guess being with Ashton made me loose track of time. I walked to my bathroom and changed, after I washed. A white flimsy shirt, with a black leather skirt was my outfit. My heels were black and they buckled around my ankles. My bag was black, with a gold chain for the strap. For someone who had spent the whole night and day in bed, my hair looked pretty good. I brushed it through and French braided half of it to fall on my left side. The light curl at the ends made it look decent. I was ready, but I wasn't sure about Ashton.