Growing Up Gay

A Steady Progression Ch. 20

       I'm still getting over Kai, it's taking more time than I would like. It doesn't help that every time his eyes meet mine i feel those flames reignite. It's funny to me he saws we should still be friends to me yet he turns his back to me when we sit near each other. When I see him I saw hello yet does he do the same for me? That's still been yet to see.
       Now I've felt like I've been working on myself for ages and I feel like I'm mostly complete. Sure I might have times where I last out at hose around me once my patience runs thin. Though it takes a lot for some to ware something like that down.
      Anyways because of track and field I've been having to skip my last 2 periods of the day leading to me getting lower grades in those classes. I swear there's only 2 assignments I've missed and somehow I have a C in one class and a B in the other, and that's after doing extra credit.
       So now lets get to the tea, so everyone remember David the sophomore thats fucking a freshman before track practice? Well now you do. So the freshman he was fucking dumped him after finding out he was flirting with other girls on the side.
       On top of that, this boy has been shit talking the throwers. This motherfucker said that the girls aren't gonna get us any points. They swept the competition and got all the points. Then be was making fun of our only male varsity thrower since he wasn't gonna get us any points but he did, he got us 1 point. Which isn't a lot but hey its something.
      Anyways speaking of our male varsity throwers, we have 2 but one is out sick with corona. I don't think i've described both of them yet so let me introduce you to them. We have Kyan a football player who's built like a greek god with an afro. The second guy is Jacob he's like the glue for our team as he unites the gurlypops and the straight guys. Jacob is honestly a really great guy I low-key like him but I'm not gonna do anything, since he's a senior. Oh and Jacob is the one sick so it's like there's a great schism between throwers.
       Now on to more tea so Kyan is hella cocky and doesn't do things as a team which not only pisses off other players but also our coach. Also whenever he messes up he tries to lie about it and our coach literally said to him "do you think I'm stupid?". The head coach literally yelled at him to "be coachable" since he wouldn't listen to coach.
       So Kyan has been getting the most shit-talked since he's popular and is the only male varsity thrower right now. Sure it's kinda fucked up but it's kinda what he gets for all his bullshit. No cause its actually funny a guy thats built like an actual twig is throwing the same distance as Kyan. That's the only reason why I'm hard on Kyan like he acts cocky but he needs to throw at least 120ft and he barely got to 90ft.
     Also David even tried shit talking my throws I told him if he really wants to talk all this shit come throw at practice. Also so David transferred from a different school and my friends mom used to coach him. So when we told her what Davids been up to she said "i'll take care of it". I have only seen this woman smile and laugh, when she heard this news she was livid.