I wake up at 5:30 and rush to take a shower then wake up my mom so she can get showered. I get dressed go downstairs and wake up the crotch goblins aka my nephew and niece. By the time we all eat and are ready its 7:00. I get to school at 7:15ish and walk to my friends table. Jollie, Matt, and Lance are usually there. We then wait for everybody else to get to school.
In the first trimester when the bell rang I would walk to math class and mess around with one of my friends named Brooklyn. That class only had one football guy and he didn't talk much to me.
Then I would walk to PE and give vanessa and Ani hugs before getting to the locker rooms and changing. After that I would walk to the roll call numbers and head for the girls side to hang out with Jillian and Brianna then walk back to the boys side to talk with Victor before the teacher comes out. Thats class had around 5 football guys and a lot of fuckbois but only one of them truly annoyed me and his name is Vahid.
After that class I walked to AVID class where a bunch of my friends were and a few football guys but the ones I am cool with. After that class I made my way to Spanish where there was only 3 football guys and one of my besties Jewel. After that class I had honours english with Jewel, Matt, Victor, and Reily.
After school I had football practice so I would walk off campus to grab my bag then back on to the lockers to put on my jersey and pads. We would have to walk to the stadium or lower field depending on if we had a game the next day. On regular days we did tackling drills, jumping over cones, practicing offence then defence, and pushing the sled.
My favourite practices were right before game day, we would all walk up to the stadium and practice plays. We would get to go home earlier then usual and if it was a home game we got dinner. On game day themselves we wore special jerseys depending on if it's a home or away game.
I liked away games more because we got to go on a charter bus with air conditioning and I could be an emo looking out the window while listening to music. Although I would usually just read something instead. I would always look for a wheel seat since no one wanted to sit there and I would be left alone.
There was this one time where I fought Vahid on the bus over some gummy bears. I only really share food with people I liked so he didn't get any so he tried to steal them from me. He managed to steal them but I got them back, I ended up laying on my back with my leg up ready to kick him and I did multiple times.
Now let me tell you why I practically despise this absolute piece of garbage shaped like a fuckboi. In the past he has touched me and my fellow classmates inappropriately. He's done this to girls, boys, and anyone that's close enough. He's grabbed their asses and ran his fingers down my back. On top of that he just acts trashy in general.
The last game of the season we lost by 2 points but we still took our last pictures and went home. I got changed the quickest and was first to turn in my gear. Reily was the first one to say goodbye, he also said "Thanks for the great season" even though I was basically a cheerleader.
I went to a few of the varsity football games and went sat in the famous red sea. I got into the game free with my ASB card although the other guys told me my jersey could have gotten me in for free too. I taught a few of my friends what was happening during the game. Later we just ended up reading BL or some type of manhwa.
At the start of the second trimester football had ended and most of them moved on to wrestling while I did martial arts outside of school. The beginning of my day was the same but my first period was football PE. This pe had 95% of the football guys and a lot of fuckbois. My locker was right next to Glen the asshole that asked if I was gay and the same asshole that called me the f-slur. I would basically do the same thing except instead of talking to Victor I would talk to Conner.
My next class was heath, this teacher awarded me for being a responsible student when I thought I was just doing the bare minimum of making up the work I missed. Also in this class were 2 guys I swore I would never talk to, Glen and that one guy I asked how big he was. Also, I sit next to this skater thats a junior, I can't tell if he's hot or not.
Third period was the same AVID class with the same students. As for my fourth period it was bio with around 4 football guys. Noa and brooklyn were also in this class so I had at least some friends there.
For fifth period I had Spanish 2 with 3 football guys. This time the friends I had in this class were Brooklyn, Dae, Connor, and Jillian. Sadly Jillian dropped the class because she was too lazy to do work.
After school I would usually walk home, walk to starbucks, or get dropped off by Isis's mom. I usually get home by 3:00 and see my parents at around 4:30. The only things that are on their minds is dinner and my nephew and niece. So I usually stay up stairs to do homework and only come downstairs for food.
I've tried everything from getting a 4.0 to getting awards and the only reactions I get is the oh good job. Then they go back to their phones, they did nothing when I got a 4.0. Almost a month later I reminded them and just asked for 30 dollars to make up for it and they did.
They only way I could get a reaction out of them is if I had an F or if I acted bad in any way. So I started to realise the only way to get attention from my parents was to be rude to my nephew. Although I was still mostly nice to my niece because she's a spoiled princess.
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Growing Up Gay
Non-FictionThis is basically my journal, so listen to all the bullshit I've been though and how I've dealt with it. From bad parents to homophobes at school. I've gone through a lot so come and see my journey through high school. ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ language...