The unthinkable happened, I found someone that can put up with me. He's the best thing that's happened to me in a while. They say that a human experiences three types of love, puppy dog love, heartbreak love, and true love.
Puppy dog love is this amazing warm love, a kind almost perfect. It teaches you how to love, yet it will shatter and be unrepairable. Heartbreak love is the hardest, it will hurt you and test your conviction. It's the love that teaches you to be strong and how to put up barriers. Now true love is the combination, it's the end; the part where all the puzzle pieces come together.
Yes I know I'm not an expert in love, but as corny as this sounds: you know when something is right. But enough of this, let's go to the actual tribute. Scratch that I never finished this chapter, but me and Anthony dated for a year and 2 months. I loved him so much I thought I was really with the person that could make me happy long term. In the end he still dumped me. Like usual I can never be happy with a man. ITS NOT FAIR, WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN.
He dumped told me that he cannot do long distance relationships, then what was the point even dating me to begin with. Always trust your instincts because I knew he was going to do this. He stopped being affectionate, stopped saying "I love you", and stopped using pet names. Sure enough I got the call destroying my plans for the future. I have so much to say, so much love I had but I'm at a loss. In his words, "You're too attached".
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Growing Up Gay
Non-FictionThis is basically my journal, so listen to all the bullshit I've been though and how I've dealt with it. From bad parents to homophobes at school. I've gone through a lot so come and see my journey through high school. ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ language...
