Little Badass

Chapter 92 - Off Day

Song: Swim
Artist: ADOY

Roman's POV:

After a while of being in the greenhouse I finally decided to go back to my room. I checked my phone and stopped when I seen the time. 5:03. It didn't even feel like I was there for that long.

I continued to walk and went down the staircase. I finally got to my floor and opened the door and made my way to my room. I didn't see anyone on the way there.

I finally got to my door and I unlocked it. Once I took a few steps in I stopped. A scent of lavender hit my nose. I turned around but didn't see anyone. I then looked at my door and put my face a little closer to it.

Did she come after me? Was she looking for me? Maybe I should go ask. NO! You're going to look stupid if she didn't. Don't make her feel even more uncomfortable......it's probably my imagination.

I looked down and smelled my clothes and my heart sank. Her scent was all over me. I even noticed the glitter from her body. I closed my eyes and closed the door.

I took off my jacket and vest and placed them on my bed. I took off my shoes and my pants and neatly folded them and placed them next to my jacket. I walked over to the restroom, undoing the buttons on my shirt. I hung it up on the hook and turned on the shower. I looked at myself in the mirror and frowned.

I should've waited a little longer. She just got here a few months ago. Where was my self control?! That's so unlike me. I hate the fact that I did that. There is no excuse as to why I did what I did. I should've asked her if she was okay with me kissing her. She probably felt so uncomfortable. And I'm a dick for just leaving her there.

......before I knew it I had punched the mirror. I haven't had an episode like this an a good year. Not counting the fight I got into with the guy in the cafeteria a few months ago.

I haven't gone to see one of the therapist in a while. I only go once or twice a year just to let a few things off my chest but never for anything serious......from what I'm feeling now I think I should make a necessary visit.

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I starred at the ceiling for what felt like an hour. I looked over at my clock and it's been ten minutes since I woke up. I've already missed breakfast. Tyler and Gabriel have came twice looking for me....but I didn't answer. They assumed I left somewhere else.

After another ten minutes I got up. I looked around my closet but didn't feel....well....excited. I just grabbed a few basic pieces and put them on. I walked over to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I washed my face and then looked at my hair. I just left it how it was and put my hood on.