Little Badass

Chapter 85- Boundaries

Song: Ugotme
Artist: Omar Apollo

Ash's POV:

I woke up to a knock on my door. I looked outside my window and seen that it was still dark out. I checked my alarm clock and it read 4:27. I got out of bed and grabbed an oversized hoodie and slipped it on.

I slowly cracked my door open and my stomach dropped. I looked up and looked at his dark blue eyes. My eyes began to water but I blinked the tears away. I opened the door all the way. I couldn't look at him though. The image of him that night began to rush around my head

"Ash?" He asked.

"Ash? Look at me," he said.

He put his fingers under my chin and lifted my head up to look at him. I could barely see him because of how dark it was and also because of the tears in my eyes.

"It's not your fault. None of this was your fault. This is all me. I'm the one that invited her to my room to drink. All of this is on me," he said.

"Then what was all that for?" I asked.

I pointed at his room. He closed his eyes and let out a sigh. Once he opened them he looked at me.

"I don't know."

"What do you mean you don't know?! Grayson, I found you with Roman. I got you down. I need something better than 'I don't know' because that shit was a lot for me. For Roman."

"I just didn't think..."

"What? That I wouldn't believe you? Roman told me what happened. I really am sorry for not hearing you out but you have to understand how it looked on my part. What you did wasn't fair. You could've handled it differently. What you did was shitty and too much for Roman and I to handle. The...the look on your face when we found you...I don't....I can't."

"Hey...I know. And I really am sorry. I one hundred percent regret doing that. I have people watching me everywhere I go. My mum calling me every five minutes. And she also has my location," he said.

"I really am sorry Ash," he frowned.

"I still don't forgive you for what you did. The whole Rebecca thing. I don't think I ever will forgive you for it....but I won't be annoyed with you hanging out with us again. As long as you respect my boundaries and understand that I'm in a happy relationship," I said.

"Okay," he said.

"Okay."

I nodded. I looked down the hall and then at Grayson. I quietly walked down the hall. I turned the corner and grabbed onto Roman's ear.

"Ow!" He yelled.

"If you're going to listen to our conversation try breathing quieter. Once I opened my door I could hear your breathing," I said.

"Okay. Okay. I'm sorry!"

With that I let go of his ear and we walked over to Grayson. He looked at the both of us and frowned.

"I really am sorry I put you two through that," he said.

"If you ever do that shit again I'm not helping," Roman said.

"Trust me. I'm not planning on doing it EVER again," he said.

"Umm....are we going to figure out how this isn't going to get out? If we are can I go put on a pair of sweats. It's cold as fuck out here and I don't have socks on," I said.

"Go ahead," Roman said.

"Okay."

I ran in my room and locked the door. I took out a pair of sweats and took off my shorts. I put them on and slipped on my socks. I then walked out and walked over to Grayson's room.