Little Badass

Chapter 33- Pills

Song: Skinny Love
Artist: Birdy

Ash's POV:

My vision began to come back. But it seemed like it didn't. Everything was still black. All I knew was that I was sitting on the floor with my back up against the wall. I tried to move my hands but couldn't. No! No! No! Please no! Yes! Yes! We did it! No! Shut up! Stop talking!

"Get me out!"

"AHHHHHHHH"

"GET ME OUT!"

My body was full of sweat. I gave everything I had in me to get up. I looked for a light but couldn't find a switch. I looked around and noticed a little light coming from what seemed like a door. I walked to it and slammed my body against it.

"Hello!"

"Get me out!"

"Please get me out!" I cried.

"Why am I in here?!"

"Why am I in here?" I chocked out. I fell to the floor and cried.

You're weak! What happened?! What happened to the girl that never cried?! Because all I see is a little bitch! Get your ass up! Shut the fuck up! Get the fuck out of my head! You're weak!

"Shut THE FUCK UUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!"

"Ash?" I heard someone say.

"Kevin?!"

"Kevin, is that you?!"

"Ash."

"Kevin why am I in here?! What did I do?!"

"......Ash..."

I blinked a few times and began to remember a few things that happened. I remember walking down the hall after snapping at Gabriel and Roman. But before I could get to the stairs Rebecca showed up and...........she...hit me. She hit me. She hit me!

"SHE HIT ME! SHE HIT ME! WHY AM I HERE! SHE'S THE ONE THAT HIT ME!"

"ASH!"

I stopped. I took in some deep breaths. After a while Kevin finally began to speak. One of the things he said surprised me. So did the other but I didn't feel bad. And I don't know if that's a bad thing or a good thing.

"Ash.......you put Rebecca in a coma. She's been in the hospital for a week."

"I've.....I've been in here....for a week? How....how is that possible? It feels like I blacked out only a few hours ago."

"Ash. You've been in here for a week. You don't remember? I've come to see you everyday. You don't remember that?"

"Kevin....what are you talking about? I just woke up a few minutes ago."

"Ash....you've been awake this whole time. You've been talking this whole time. I just left an hour ago from giving you your medication."

I narrowed my eyebrows. What the hell is going on? What the hell? He doesn't know about me. He doesn't know that I never swallowed the pills. Ha. I never took the pills. I don't know how you're here. I guess you're not as weak as I thought. What the hell are you doing?

"Kevin.....Kevin you have to listen to me. Listen to.....everything I'm going to tell you. Okay? There's this darkness inside of me that I can't....that I can't control. It's like....it's like another person lives inside of me," I struggled to say. The darkness was fighting to take over again.

"Ash want are you........"

"Listen to me Kevin! You have to make sure I swallow the pills! Okay?! Make sure.....I swallow the pills! Make sure.....I swallow....the.............."