Little Badass

Chapter 56- Pain

Song: Life Moves On
Artist: FINNEAS

Grayson's POV:

I watched as she walked to her room and slammed the door. Something inside of me snapped. She really thinks I'm stupid enough to believe that she doesn't have a thing with that other dude! Fuck that!

I made my way to my room and slammed the door behind me. I opened my closet and opened up my secret safe. I took out the bottle of liquor I had and took a swing of the bottle.

I walked out of the closet and blasted my music on the speakers. I opened my door and seen that her lights were off. I took another swing and walked back in my room. I sat on the bed for a while looking at the wall. She thinks I'm stupid.

I know that fucker has something with her. She just wants to lie. She talks about how I go around with girls, while she lies about this prick. That fucking dick wants to take her away from me. She's not even yours. She will be. I'll make sure of it.

I took another swing. If she sees me with Rebecca she's going to get protective over me. She'll want me. She'll fuck your ass up. The hell she will.

I took another swing and pulled out my phone. I looked for Rebecca's number and dialed it.

"Hey baby."

"Come over."

"I'll be right there."

*******

I woke up with a mean ass headache. I narrowed my brows when I felt warmth coming from my chest. I looked down to see blonde hair. A smile formed on my face.

I took in her scent but frowned. Why does she smell like a strong grape smell? She usually smells like rose or cinnamon.......Ash doesn't even like grape.

I tried to remember last night but I couldn't. The only thing I could remember was opening the door and looking at Ash's door. And then Rebecca came over and we started to talk. And we drank together. And after that it got fuzzy. I don't normally blackout. Remember. Remember.

My head began to pound. I closed my eyes and decided to just go back to sleep.

*****

I opened my eyes to the sound of the door. I let out a groan and closed my eyes again. I felt the bed move a little and then I heard footsteps. I could hear a few voices but I couldn't tell who's. Who is it?!

I got up and felt the cold wind hit me. Why is it so cold? I rubbed my eyes a bit to clear my vision and then I turned the corner.

"Who is it?"

I looked up and my eyes widened. My stomach dropped when I seen Ash at the door. Oh shit! I turned my head to see Rebecca standing in front of her completely naked. I slowly looked down to see that I was also naked. What the fuck did I do?!

I looked at Ash, not knowing what to say or do. Waiting for her to beat my ass. But.......she didn't. She let out a dry laugh and shook her head.

"Have fun with him."

With that she gently gave my jacket to Rebecca and left. I stood there...... Not knowing what to do.

"It's about time she left. Now I have you all to myself," Rebecca said as she ran her hand on my chest.

I grabbed her hand and threw it off my chest. I ran to my closet and grabbed a pair of shorts and put them on. I quickly ran out the room.

"Ash!"

"Ash!"

I turned the corner and saw Gabriel walking down the hall. I ignored him and ran to the staircase. I quickly made my way down and saw her walking out the main door.

"Ash!"

"Ash!"

She walked out and I stopped. I pulled on my hair and looked around. Fuck! FUCK! FUCK!

"What did you do?"

I turned around to see my mum. I shook my head and walked away. She said something else but I didn't care to listen.

****

"Get out!"

"But Grayson..."

"GET THE FUCK OUT!"

Rebecca quickly put her clothes on and ran out of my room. I slammed the door shut and walked around my room. I grabbed the empty bottle of liquor and threw it at the wall. Making it shatter in a million pieces.

"FUCK!"

****

I starred at the broken glass around my room. All the dents on my walls. Furniture that was thrown around.

I fucked up. Why do I have to be so stupid?! The only girl I was willing to change for. And my dumbass had to fuck it up.

I looked out the window and looked at the snow. My vision suddenly got blurry. I quickly rubbed my eye and realized I was crying. After a while of forcing myself to stop, I just let them fall. I guess this is what love is.......Pain.

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