Song: better off
Artist: Ariana GrandeAsh's POV:
I woke up and felt like I was missing something. Like if there was something next to me that was keeping me warm. I touched the empty spot in my bed and it was warm. I rolled over and I could smell a masculine scent. I then remembered I fell asleep next to Grayson. My face heated up just thinking about it.
The feelings I get when he's around isn't something I've ever felt before. Or something I didn't think I would feel with him. The way my stomach turns or how my face heats up. I don't want to give into these feelings because I know it won't happen. He doesn't feel that way for me. And I also don't want to get emotionally hurt by a guy again.
I shook away the thoughts that were in my head and thought about a more important thing. How the hell am I going to get off this bed?! I looked at the steps. I scooted myself off the bed and then I scooted myself down the first two steps. I grabbed my crutches and thankfully I reached the floor without going down the two other steps.
I made my way to my closet and grabbed an outfit. I made my way to the restroom and got undressed. Once I was naked I got in the tub. I didn't want to take a bath so I tried taking a shower. I succeeded.....kind of. I got cleaned but I just had to take little breaks from standing.
After a long twenty minutes I got out. Carefully, I grabbed a towel and dried myself. I then put on my outfit:
I blow dried my hair and I put it in a cute messy bun. I washed my face with my acne wash and then I brushed my teeth. Once I was done with that I did my makeup. I heard a knock on the door and remembered that it was unlocked.
"Come in!"
I heard the door open. I put on deodorant and perfume and then I walked out the restroom. A small smile formed on my face when I saw it was Grayson.
"Good morning," he smiled.
"Morning," I replied.
"Ready?"
"Almost, I just have to get my shoes."
"Which ones?" He asked.
"No it's okay I can get them."
"Are you sure?" He asked.
"Yeah."
Him saying that made me realize that I was weak right now. I couldn't even get to my bed. I even asked him to be here just in case I got hurt in the shower.
I walked to my closet and I felt like hitting something. I slowly started to bend down to get my shoes but the crutches didn't let me. Oh my fucking goodness! I moved the crutches to a side and I felt a pain shoot up my leg when I tried to bend it.
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