Chapter 6 - Scars

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Song: Can You Feel My Heart
Artist: Bring Me The Horizon

Ash's POV:

I woke up to the alarm on my phone because of what happened the other day with my other alarm. I still can't believe that I missed two days. I wonder what the guys think. What if they never talk to me again? No! If they don't it doesn't fucking matter! Ash you don't need anyone but yourself. Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

I got up and walk to my closet and pick an outfit. I then took a shower, brushed my teeth and all of the other things to take care of my personal hygiene. I then got into this:

I finally put on my glasses

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I finally put on my glasses. I hate wearing them. It brings out my old nerdy self. But my eyes were feeling irritated from the contacts. Which sucks. If anyone even laughs about them I'll choke them.

And I finally put low cut shoes on. I didn't want to take out another knife considering the fact that Kevin will be on my ass today.

I put my hair in a high ponytail and then I put my everyday makeup. I grabbed my phone and waited for Kevin.

After a while there was a knock at the door. I walked to the door and opened it expecting Kevin. But instead I came face to face with Gabriel. And behind him were the rest of the guys.

"What..you..you guys shouldn't be here," I stuttered. They all looked at each other and then looked back at me.

"We talked to Kevin and he said that we can look after you today. To just make sure you don't go bonkers," Gabriel said.

"No. I don't think that's a good idea. You should just go get Kevin."

"Ash, it's okay. Just let us hang out with you today," Roman smiled.

I looked at all of them. They all gave me a small smile. I thought they were going to stop talking to me. But I guess not. I shrugged and walked out the door.

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I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard something or someone. I turned to see Gabriel looking at me. He had the same look I had.

"I'm sorry, did you say something?"

"Was it your first time in that awful room?" He asked. My eyes widened.

"I...I don't know what you're talking about."

"Ash, don't worry. I understand what it feels like. I know what it's like to be locked up in an empty white room. To not be able to move your hands."

I looked at him and his big blue eyes. I don't know what came over me but I hugged him. He hugged me back. It felt good. It felt good to finally have someone. Someone to talk to.

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