Deeper Healing

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Nikolai Coleman

Leilani never ceased to amaze me with her abilities. The things her tongue, hands and everything about her existence did to me altogether were incomprehensibly out of this dimension, a level of scalding intimacy overshadowing everything good I thought I'd lived to enjoy all my life.

I wasn't sure how long we'd been making out and although I'd been the one to initiate the kiss, she had taken full control of the kiss, her hot tongue sweeping into the deepest depths of my mouth and tasting me, leaving a deep lingering longing of being in this position with her for as long as I could.

One moment, she was lying next to me with her leg crossed over mine and the next thing I knew, she was on top of me assaulting my lips and mouth with the sensual kisses of hers.

Her thighs straddled my body in a warm cradle, her hands framing my face as she kissed me nonstop, not pulling away for even a second although we were both running out of breath.

I put my hands on her waist, holding her down to me and matching her energy, pouring out my heart into communicating my desires to her. I had never felt this way for a woman.

Never in my entire life had I been so badly attracted to a woman's charm that I felt like my heart would explode in my chest as it swelled with warmth and a fuzzy feeling I didn't understand.

What the fuck was happening to me?

Leilani pressed her forehead into mine, slowly tearing her lips from mine. I opened my eyes, panting hard and blinking away the black spots that had formed behind my eyes.

I looked at her face as she sat up on me, brushing her scented fiery hair backwards with both hands. Her lips were puffy and swollen, a flame I'd never seen before lighting up her striking eyes.

Her chest was heaving hard and the fact that she wasn't even wearing a bra made it even more highlighted and pronounced. That wasn't the main reason why I felt like my breath was been stolen away from me although we weren't kissing.

When I looked at her face and saw her in all her beauty and glory on top of me, trying to regulate her breath and keep her hair out of her face at the same time, I felt a hard thump in my chest.

I went silent, my hands firmly held on her hips and my mind trying to process what these palpitations in my heart meant because they felt alien to me.

Leilani's eyes wandered to mine, initiating a strong and intense type of eye contact that made blood rush and roar in my ears. At that moment, I felt a thousand different emotions flicker through my heart and I could neither move nor speak. 

It was as though something had been flicked in me, a switch surging confusing feelings not into my carnal channel of energy, but rather more of emotionally charged energy that made my heart skip a beat and then resume thudding hard in my chest.

What the fuck was going on? What was this that I was feeling?

I swallowed hard, closing my eyes. I couldn't continue looking at her the way I was with something surpassing lust beginning to cloud my senses. This was supposed to be just pure lust mutually shared between two adults who were sex-starved not this that I was beginning to feel.

Fuck.

I peeled my eyes open when I felt her eyes bore into my soul. They were like twin flames of fiery passion, need, hunger and rawness.

This was the type of motivation I needed, a reminder that this was nothing but pure lust and attraction to a sensual woman I wanted to claim and dominate for the first time in years.