Evigilantes

Part 33

Alexander's Pov

4 Days Later

As I stir awake I notice the spot next to me once again is empty,  Lexa has been avoiding me like the plague and I'm not sure if I can blame her . I just don't know what to do anymore it's like whatever I do one person gets hurt it's either Clarke or Lexa and it's just fucked up . Maybe I should give up on Clarke It's not that I want that but I'm married with Lexa and she really cares for me I'm spending the rest of my life with her.  I'm fucking 18 when did this mess become my life . It's not like I don't care about Lexa but it came with time with Clarke it was just so natural . I just don't know what to do anymore .  I should go apologize to Lexa tho .

Most pain has left my body and well I look fucked up that stupid cat did a good job on me .

As I slowly get out of the bed I make my way into the bathroom to do my morning routine . As I put on some ripped jeans and a blackshirt I walk out of the bathroom and put on some clean socks and my heavy boots  .

Walking out of the room I make my way into the throneroom and see Lexa standing at the balcony.  Releasing a small sigh I would over to her and wrap my arms around her from behind .

"I'm sorry for hurting you " I whisper as I lay my chin on her shoulder. 

"I wish you would care for me the way you did for her "I hear Lexa whiper and I tighten my hold on her .

"I do care about you " I say and I feel her place her hands over mine .

"It's not the same Alex " she says as she turns around and searches my eyes , placing my forehead against hers I take a deep breath before saying "that still doesn't mean I don't care about you Lexa"

"Then show me " she says and I see her eyes move from mine to my lips .

"Show me that you care about me " she whispers as she leans forward and connects our lips together , kissing the girl back I feel her try to deepen the kiss and I let her .

When air becomes a problem I pull away and Lexa starts moving her lips down my neck . Placing my hands on her hips she finds my sweet spot and a groan leaves my lips .

"Lexa " I groan out but I feel her hand move down and grab ahold of my member making me trow my head back  and I feel her practically smirk into my neck .

"I want you Alex " she whispers in my ear and my hold on her hips hardens . Leaning down I connect our lips together and start walking us back into the throneroom while our lips stay connected. 

Tapping her thighs she gets the message and jumps in my arms as she wraps her legs around me and I ignore the pain in my body. Moving my mouth down her jawline I soon reach her neck and leave open mouthed kisses on it .

"Alex now " Lexa moans and I pull away from her neck and start walking us out of the throneroom with now Lexa attacking my neck .

Reaching our room I open the door and walk us in before I soflty put Lexa down and close the door .

As Lexa starts taking her outfit off I take my shirt off and trow it somewhere in the room . Looking at Lexa I see she's just in her underwear and to be honest I wonder where all here clothes went this fast but I'm not gonna quistion it .

Walking over to the girl I reconnect out lips and start backing her slowly up until her legs hit the edge of the bed and she falls ontop of it .

Sending a smirk Lexa's ways she sits up and pulls me ontop of her by the belt loops on my jeans .

Placing my hands on either side of her head I hover over the girl and start leaving kisses down her body .

Hearing the moans come out of her mouth I continue my way down and soon reach the edge of her underwear.