Evigilantes

Part 61

Alexander's Pov

9 Days Later

So Madi was allowed to stay and I've been helping her training Odin the last couple of days . For the rest well I've been much to myself.

Alot of people died in that bunker Roan, Titus some other clan leaders on top of just the other people .

Kane and Abby have set up some kind of medical bay in the gas station. Monty , Harper and some other people have started a farm . And for the others they have been cleaning the place up .

Raven has started working on some radios from the scraps she's found so far. And Bellamy and Echo have been helping wherever they can .

So yeah so far everything is going good , the groups should be coming back in a couple of days so we have to see if the people in the mountain survived and what they could salvage from the bunker and my home . I let them each take a truck with them to help carry stuff and well only time will tell .

"What are you thinking about?" Raven asks me as she pulls me from my thoughts, I've been sitting by the waterfall alot it just calms me .

"Just commander stuff " I say with a small scoff as I pat the spot next to me . As the girl takes a seat she lays her head on my shoulder and I let her .

"Well your doing good Alex " she says and I start playing with the grass .

"I never wanted this Raven " I state as I look at Vala playing in the grass.

"I know, but still your good at it " she says and I just chuckle at her .

"I just miss the person I used to be " I whiper as I release a deep breath I didn't know I was holding .

"Your still our Alex down here " Raven whispers as she puts her hand over my heart.

"I think that Alex started to die once his mother did , and when Nia trew Fenrir's head his way . And he was practically gone when we arrived at the ring . But I think the final blow was knowing they lived here together happy with eachoter " I breath out as I lay my head against Ravens.

"I'm just hurt , I spend six years in misery up in space and they are down here playing the happy family " I whisper as I whipe away my tears that fell from my eyes .

"Talk to them Alex, tell them your hurt without it turning into a fight " Raven says and I slowly nod my head at her .

"I'll try " I breath out as I peck her herk and look back at the falling water.

2 Hours Later

As me and Raven have just been enjoying the sounds coming from the woods I soon hear someone run our way .

"They are back " Madi heavily breath out a she stops infront of me and Raven.

"Come on " I say to Raven as I stand up and extend my hand for her .

As the three of us walk back towards the church I see Lexa and Clarke with there group unloading the truck .

"So did you guys find anything ?" I ask the two as I stand infront of them with Raven besides me .

"We opened the lab and took medical supplies, in the bunker as you said we found the sleeping bags and lights as well  as some tents . But we couldn't open the gun safes. " Clarke says and I give her a small nod .

"Time of war is over, I didn't give you guys the code for that reason " I say and I see Madi practically hanging onto Lexa.

"Get some rest , we will talk later " I say with a small smile making both eyes widen.