Evigilantes

Part 44

Lexa's Pov

Last night didn't end how I wanted it to end . Clarke's quistion hit me harder then I wanted to . I know I forced Alex but besides the bond between the flames I just fell for the man . He's so selfless and will do anything for the people he loves . I just wish thing would have gone differently between us .

And then we also have to deal with the world being uninhabitable in less then 6 months . We need to find a safe place for our people that's why we are here to begin with . To see if our blood can save us all .

Slowly opening my eyes I look around and see the bed is empty.  Maybe Alex Is already in the lab but at the same time I didn't notice him come back last night .

Taking a deep a deep breath I get out the bed and start getting ready . As I finish getting ready I walk out of the room and make my way towards the lab .

Walking into the lab I see Abby and Raven already working and a frown makes its way on my face .

"Where's Alex?" I ask them and both heads snap in my direction. 

"I don't know , thought he was with you" Raven says with a shrug before moving her eyes back onto the screen in front of her.

"He never came to bed " I state , and my eyes widen . He didn't , he wouldn't right ?

"Lexa wait " Abby says but I'm already marching out of the lab and back to the house.

He wouldn't sleep with her right . He doesn't seem as the type to be unfaithful,  but then where the hell is he .

As I open the door of the house I come face to face with Clarke who looks like she's been crying. 

"Where's Alex " I bite her way and I see the girls eyes widen .

"I-i don't know " she mumbles . And now I'm really worried .

"Alex" I shout as I walk out the house again,  but I get no response. 

"We need to find him " I yell to Clarke and together we start running in the direction of the trees .

Alexander's Pov

4 hours later

"Alex " I hear someone yell and I release groan from the massive headache I'm having right now .

"Come on " Lexa says I think , feeling two pairs of hands on my body I open my eyes and see I'm laying face down on the shore with the now empty bottle of vodka in my hands .

"Leave me alone" I groan out as I push the hands off of me . As I slowly sit up I see Clarke and I glare at her .

"Come on Alex " Clarke says and as she tries to move over to me I trow the empty bottle against a tree .

"I said leave me alone " I yell and both girls back away from me . Standing up I have trouble finding my footing as everything is spinning right now .

"Just go please " I say as I run my hand trough my hair . "Alex" Lexa whispers as she slowly walks over to me and I let her. As she places her hand  on my cheek I lean my head down in defeat and feel tears try to leave my eyes .

"I-im sorry " Clarke says and  I don't even look up to meet her eyes " your not otherwise you wouldn't have said those things "

"Come on " Lexa says as she takes my hand and I let her pull me with her back towards the house .

Reaching the house my eyes widen as I see Murphy and Emori with a random guy tied up and knocked out .

"What happend " I ask them as me and Lexa run over to them .