Evigilantes

Part 49

Alexander's Pov

Almost 6 Years Later

After Bellamy found me that day I was on suicide watch for God knows how long . A part of me eventually made peace with what happend but at the same time it doesn't replace the hurt .

I've just been training almost non stop with Bellamy and Echo and for the others well I let them do their thing and I do my thing . Raven has tried to talk to me more then once but I just ignore the girl . She knocked me out that day because she knew I would never let them go, I could have done it myself but she thought Clarke and Lexa together would get the job done in time .

It's just utter bullshit, she should have let me go .

Taking a deep breath I stand infront the mirror in my room and I look so diffrent.  I have a full scruffy beard not like Bellamy who I think went full caveman , and well my hair has grown longer  my face  has matured more but my eyes are still as cold as the day we arrived here and I found out Clarke and Lexa weren't with us .

Raven still hasn't found a way back for us so yay stuck in fucking space . And for mom I haven't seen her anymore since the day of Praimfaya making it even more real that the girls are dead . She could come because the connection of the flames but it's like the connection isn't there anymore .

"Alex " I hear a voice say from outside my door and I walk over and when I open it I wanna close it again but the person just walks into the room .

"Just go " I say with a roll of my eyes as I make my way over to the window and look at the small green spot on earth. 

"I'm sorry " they say but I just keep my back facing their way .

"Leave me alone Raven " I mumble  as I keep my eyes fixated on earth .

Hearing footsteps I hope she left the room but I soon feel arms around my abdomen.  Turning around I take her hands off my body and see the tears leaving her eyes.

"I-i couldn't lose you Alex " she whispers as her red eyes meet my cold ones.

"You did " I say to her with no emotion and with that I walk out the room. Walking trough the halls I make my way over to Bellamy's and walk in without knocking. 

And when i walk in the two naked persons practically jump  apart .

"Alex " Bellamy yells at me as he meets my eyes and Echo pulls the covers to her chest .

"I atleast would have expected a invitation" I say with a small smirk and the man just trows the pillow at me but I catch it .

"She tried again ?" Echo asks me and I slowly nod my head at her .

"Why can't she just leave me the hell alone , it's been six years" I say as I run a hand trough my hair .

"She cares about you " Echo states and I just roll my eyes at her words .

"Yeah well she can  shove it up her ass " I state as I trow the pillow back into Bellamy's direction .

"I'll leave you guys to it " I say with a smirk making the two roll there eyes as I walk out the room. 

"Don't forget to pull out Bell " I yell trough the now closed door before I start walking trough the halls . Reaching the main area I see Monty,  Harper and Emori sitting around the table and I take a seat on one of fhe chairs .

"Do you think we will ever go back ?" I ask them and all heads snap in my direction. 

"We will find a way Alex " Harper says with a smile and I slowly nod at her .