Evigilantes

Part 15

Alexander's Pov

"Alex wake up" I hear a voice say and I slowly open my eyes to see Anya and Nyko standing next to my bed .

"Ow yes is it that time already " I sarcastically groan as I slowly sit up and stroke Fenrir's fur who's still laying next to me .

"We need to get you ready " she says and I'm pretty sure I'm able to dress myself .

"Uhm I know how to put on clothes " I say as I stand up and walk towards the table that has a pile if clothes on it .

"With that shoulder of yours , sure be my guest " Anya says and I grip the black longshirt off the table and try to put it on but I don't come far as I drop the shirt when pain fills my body.

"Just let her help Alexander " Nyko says and I glare at the man " I can do it myself "

Bending down i once again grab the shirt and put one of my arms trough it but when I try to lift my shot up arm up a sob leaves my mouth .

"Your a stubborn idiot " Anya says as she moves over and slowly pushes me on a chair , sitting down I just accept my defeat and she helps me put on the shirt . Seeing her grab ahold of the black leather pants my eyes widen .

"I'll put the pants on myself " I say as I try to grab the pants from her but she just moves her arm away. " And get a repeat from how you where also gonna put your shirt on. " Anya says as she looks me up and down .

"Just give me the Damm pants and turn around ." I say and she trows the pants my way and turns around . Unzipping my jeans I kick them off and slowly start to put on the leather pants . To be honest they fit amazing.

"You can turn around " I say making Anya turn around and grab a black leather vest like sheesh what is this love for leather .

As Anya puts the vest on I look down and to be honest I think I look good . Seeing Nyko walk over with a small cup he hands it to me and I raise my brow .

"Is this gonna end my suffering and put me asleep forever?" I ask as I take a sniff and the smell makes me wanna puke .

"No , it will stop most of the pain but won't make you feel sleepy " he says with a small chuckle and to be honest a person can have hope right .

"Sad " I say before drinking the content of the cub and the moment I tasted it I wanted to spit it out but eventually I'm able to down it .

"That's tastes like mud " I cough out and I see Nyko and Anya just laugh at my misery.

"So what now " I ask the two as well i just want to get this over with I can't even imagine the look on Clarke's face I really like her, but I did this to help her people . I hope once she knows the truth she can find it in her heart to forgive me .

"If your ready we can go " nyko says and I give them man small nod and with that the tree of us slowly walk out the cabin. Walking out I see it's dark and people are laughing and drinking around campfires . Following Anya we soon reach a massive bonfire where a long wooden table stands with chairs .

"You sit next to the commander , just follow her lead "Anya states as we reach the table and I see Lexa sitting in the middle with a empty chair besides her .

" Thanks " I mumble and slowly walk over to the empty chair and sit down in it . Turning my head around I see Lexa's eyes are already on me and I give the girl a small nod with a forced smile.

Looking infront of me I see the people just having fun as they dance and laugh with eachother around the fire and it brings a small smile on my face. As my eyes move over the people I finnaly see Clarke and her people talking and enjoying eachothers company, and just as if she felt my eyes on her she turns around and gives me a big smile but I just look down in shame .