Evigilantes

Part 62

Alexander's Pov

"Six years,  I thought you guys where dead . I was miserable I couldn't deal with it Bellamy found me four times as he probably told you guys . " i start as I keep my eyes on the water.

"And then we somehow make our way back down, I found out you guys are alive and played the happy family for the last years " I continue with a deep breath .

"I just I don't know felt hurt and betrayed " I finish as I bring my knees to my chest .

"We talked to you everyday "  Clarke says and my eyes furrow "the radio we tried to contact you guys,  but it didn't work so we just talked to it hoping one day you would hear us " Clarke continues .

They talked to me ? Everyday for the last six years .

"And we never wanted to hurt you , we just found comfort in eachoter " Lexa says and I slowly nod my head .

"I don't wanna be mad anymore " I breath out as I bite back the tears. 

"I just got mad that if I went with you guys that day we would have been living here together the last years . And not in space blaming myself for losing you guys " I whisper as I pull my knees closer to my chest. 

"That thought has haunted us for years" Clarke whispers and from the corner of my eyes I see Lexa nod her head in agreement. 

"I know Madi was born a Natblida " I say and both girls eyes widen .

"How do you know that?" Lexa asks me as her eyes move over the side of my face .

"Just a feeling " I say with a small shrug. "I won't tell anyone she needs to be a kid " I continue and both of them release a deep sigh .

"So what do we do now ?" Clarke whispers as she lays her head on my shoulder .

"I don't know , we will see where time will take us " I whisper and I feel Lexa lay her head on my other shoulder. 

"I need some alcohol " I breath out and both girls chuckle at me . "One quistion tho " I ask them as I stand up and give them both a smirk this conversation has been way to serious for my liking .

"Ask away " Lexa says as she and Clarke stand up . "How was the sex " I ask them and they just chuckle at me. 

Seeing Clarke walk over she leans up and whispers in my ear "it was good but we did miss this"  and at the end she grabs ahold of my member .

Releasing a small groan at the feeling she pulls away and the two girls chuckle at me .

"That's just cruel " I mumble as I rub my hand trough my hair.  "Well you asked " Lexa says as she pats my cheek and I just roll my eyes at the two girls infront of me .

"So what now ?" Lexa asks me and I give her a small smile "I'm Alex nice to meet you " I say as I extend my hand .

"Lexa " she says as she takes my hand and I give her a  smile . As we pull our hands apart I extend it to Clarke and she takes it with a roll of her eyes .

"Clarke " she mumbles as she takes my hand making me and Lexa chuckle at the blonde. 

"Everything between the three of us was never easy , let's just start fresh and see where things take us " I state and they both nod their head at me .

"Come on , before they start a search party " I say as I start walking back towards the others with Lexa and Clarke behind me .

As we see the fire I see the others just drinking and talking , making a smile make its way on my face.