PRESENCE - MAKES YOU OR BREAKS YOU

7

They park their car and walk towards it . Shweta climb on the rock , open her arms and take deep breath . She felt relaxed , like all the tension is blown away . She come down and look at her uninterested friends ,

Shweta - how you both can be like this , you know people come here to enjoy the sunset , and look at your faces like seriously how can you be so casual .

Soumya - photography kare , what a view yaar ...

Ashish - I know such moments should be captured but sometimes it's just the point to sit , close the eyes and feel the inner us .

Shweta is looking at them with confused face like they are fine or having fever , both are talking sensibly . With that ,

Shweta - it's my job to give lectures and talk philosophically , so find something else for yourself .

With that they burst out in laughter ...

They sit there and see the most pleasant view to the eyes . When sunsets they all go to the goregoan chaupati one more attraction in this busy city . They are standing in the water holding each others hands . They feel the cool breezing water is giving shivers to the body , and a peace to soul . They come up and sit on the sand ,

Ashish - it's so beautiful here . ( And lay down and look at the dark sky ) . Look at sky how awesome it looks . Just a few few twinkling stars are seen and yet they are shining to their brightest . The smell of sand due to rains and this cool breeze air . I'm feeling like how beautiful life is , when we change our view to look upto it .

Shweta - this is the reason ashish , that people here come to these places bcoz it's the only place which tell them , and sometimes we need to just chill out and enjoy our life to the fullest .

Ashish - ice-cream , I need it in such weather .

Soumya - ya , let's go to a ice-cream parlour .

Shweta - how stupid you both are , I have a better option , gola - what can be better than it , that too in Mumbai , and its far better than to enjoy a ice-cream in an AC ice-cream parlour . Come let's go .

They all get up and get their kala - khatta . And after enjoying it they get back to their house . All of them walk into their room . Shweta get in change in comfy clothes , tie up her hairs and open up her diary .

She write on the top

" PEHLI MOHABBAT "

Hey , hope I don't disturb you more today , but you are only one who listen to my stupid things . Today I saw him , finally waiting for years was worth it . Don't know why my heartbeat raised when he passed by me , seeing him through my own eyes , it was difficult for me to hold on my legs as my knees were getting weak . But somehow I managed to do it . I have just heard about stars aura but today I felt that . That smile which he wears on his face is the most attractive thing . It can melt anyone's heart , it just felt that time has stopped . His smile made me smile wider and then my smile wasn't ready to leave my face . Till today it was like ' oh meri jaa , tum ho kaha , dhunde tuze mera dil ', but when my eyes landed on you it just felt like I am watching the most beautiful view of my life . His face that glows more than sun's complexion , his lips when they curve in beautiful smile the world stops , his parrot nose , don't know why he doesn't love it but it suits him , and his chubby cheeks anyone would love to pull them . I always say that the true meaning of love is taught by him to me . Everyone have feelings but to portray them is most difficult but how well he portray the emotion of love . Like to say ' jin baaton ko hum baya nahi kar pate tum unhe haqiqat banate ho '. I have always thought that would he ever know that I exist in this world but finally my wait will be worth it . He will know me as his fan . And just hearing a genuine fan from him is what I have strived for . Just imagination is giving me shivers don't know what will happen when he will be in front of me . I just hope I don't faint . Like seriously that would be so embarrassing . But I know that my heart and its heartbeats will keep me up . They will not be in control but that will be the prove that you are real . That my PEHLI MOHABBAT is in front of my eyes . And then the saying will be

Mulakate mukammal huyi
Wada maine ye pura kiya
Tanhihayion se teri mein
Baatein karungi yeah wada raha
Tera zikr jisme hua na ho
Mere paas aisa lamha na ho
Maine jisme tuzjko manga nahi
Mere lab pe aisi dua na ho .

She closed her diary and went off to her dreamland .

Shweta wakes up . Gets ready . Take the carton full of some stuff , take the car keys and drive herself to andheri . It almost take 2 hours for her to reach there . She park the car and look at her watch it's 10.30am . She thinks in her mind ' it's not the right time . He sleeps late and then wake up late . I need to wait .' She on the music player of her car and start listening to his songs .

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( in shweta's home ...

Here ashish gets up and come out and found that soumya is tensed and trying up to call someone . He go to her and ask her , " what happened ?"

Soumya - Shweta is not at home . I searched everywhere but she's nowhere . And her phone is switched off . Where the hell she gone , that too without informing us .

Ashish - hey dont worry , may be she must have gone somewhere close to this place . You wait I'll check .

With that he goes out and search for her in nearby places but couldn't find her anywhere . He come back and he gets to know

Soumya - she's is gone to darshan's house . To meet him .

Ashish mouth hung up hearing this .

Soumya continue - she left this paper on the freeze . And have asked us to not call her and disturb her . She will come back till evening or in night as she need time to compose herself after meeting him as her four years wait gonna end up .

Ashish - why.... ( he fumble while speaking ) she not told us about this . We would have gone with her .

Soumya handover a paper to him and tell him that shweta left this for him . Ashish take it and go in his room . All the way to room he's just thinking that this meet should not affect their friendship because he knows what DARSHAN RAVAL means to shweta . The thought of just loosing her build up water in his eyes . With a heavy heart sitting on the bed he open up the paper )

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After so long shweta check her watch it's almost 11.30am . She get down from the car and go in front of the building and stand their . First sincerely she go the guard and ask him whether darshan lives here or not though she knew the answer to that . But the guard tells her that he doesn't . So she put her hand on her head , stratch it , take a few steps back , look up and start shouting his name with all her energy ...