PRESENCE - MAKES YOU OR BREAKS YOU

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DARSHAN'S SIDE

After so many days he felt differently , like love has hope in his life . He takes his diary , opens it up and starts writing while having a shy smile on his face

Dastak kuch yun de gaya
Adhuri se armaan
Woh phir saja gaya
Kehna tha bohot kuch
Woh labz kuch yun de gaya
:
Dil ki aajmaish tu hai
Dil ki har khwaish tu hai
Dil ke is dhadkan ki aahat tu hai
Tu hai , tu hai woh , tu hai , tu hai

I love her , as she has made her own space in my heart . But one thing that is continously eating me up is , she doesn't know that I loved someone like anything and her place can't be replaced . She will stay in my heart but love will always follow shweta's direction . You can't permanently delete someone from your life as they were a part of it , but surely its possible that it was just another chapter of your story . And nitya was just that another chapter . Because story took its turns and twists when shweta entered into my life . How someone's PRESENCE though for its been just few days still matters to us the most . Before telling her my feelings first I need to drive her fear away from her and it is happening . I hope I'm able to do that slowly and gradually . And what the other thing is that I need to be a friend with her so that it's never awkward for her to share anything with me . I won't take ashish and soumya's place but create my own . She knows me , my likes and dislikes but moreover now I should know , her likes and dislikes . I need to tell her about my past and if after that she accepts me only then there is hope that we will make it till the end .

He closes the diary , and is continously smiling . Kri and Darshan's dad were passing by and they see it . His dad after so many days is seeing him smile with whole heart . They both get inside and pat on his shoulder , he turns

Darsh - dad , why are you still awake ?

Darshan's dad - it's my waking up time , it's 5 'o' clock , you were awake all night . Come out will have a coffee which will freshen you up and will have a conversation

Darsh - dad , what do you want to talk about ?

Darshan's dad - Beta ahi aav

Darshan nods , he takes his phone with him to call her after talking with dad

Kri brings out coffee for all of them . They all are sipping it silently and especially darshan without looking anywhere is concentrating on his coffee mug as he wants to avoid talking about shweta to dad . But he knows that his dad won't let him go till he gets to know everything and after his mom he literally takes care that my feelings reach out to him and I don't hesitate to put forward anything to him  . I know I have to tell him about this , but I also know that telling him about this right now is pointless . I can't avoid him nor can I lie , oh god just help me out  . He looks at Kri who is trying hard to stop his laugh but yet it's clearly seen . He hits on his leg

Kri - ouch... ( he shoots darsh death glares )

Darshan's dad - what happened ?

Kri ( he looks at darsh who is pleading with his eyes to not speak up ) - nothing uncle  , gabbu

Darsh innocently - hmm

Kri - I want to say something , will you come into the room ( he speaks while heading towards the kitchen )

Darsh - ya sure coming ( he is getting up when he feels his dad's hands on his thighs and telling him to sit down , he has no choice so he sits ) dad we will talk in evening na

Darshan's dad - don't avoid

Darsh - dad

Darshan's dad - let me complete , if you don't wanna speak now then just say it and whenever you want to speak , just don't bother to bother me

Darsh takes his hand in his - dad it's not I don't want to tell it's just that it's not the right time and I promise you I'll tell you everything once I get clear with the things .

Darshan's dad - and about those diaries

Darsh - I need to tell someone else about them first and when that happens the very next day I'll give them to you 

His dad nods and Darsh goes into his studio . He is trying to write up something that will be a perfect duet to sing with her . He scratched his head and there are papers spread all over the floor . He called her but she didn't pick it up . And that's making him more nervous and he is unable to think of anything . He is thinking what to do when he hears the bell , he thinks dad must have came back after walking he shouted out to open the door but the voice still did not stop , so he heads towards the door

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SHWETA'S SIDE

She is sleeping peacefully with a smile on her face . But her phone rings and disturbs her beauty sleep . She looks at the caller's name and as she sees Darshan's name flashing on it she sits straight with wide eyes open .  She looks at his pic on the phone and speaks up , ' sorry Mr.Raval , I won't let you know that I'm not mad at you for yesterday's happenings . And just an hour , then wanna see how you react knowing this old shweta who knows how to play innocently ' . He's calling continuously and she didn't pick up any of his calls . She gets ready wearing a black full sleeve top , and grey coloured checks jeggings and her hairs falling straight . She hears soumya and ashish's fighting voice , so she rushes out ,

Shweta - morning moron ( she speaks looking at ashish ) morning bitch ( she speaks looking at soumya )

They both are confused at her behaviour as after years she spoke like this to them . They both are staring at her

Shweta - kamino what happened , and ya for whatever reason you both are fighting please continue , and I wonder how you both are still alive , thankfully you haven't killed each other  ( She sits on the dining and eats the cheese sandwich kept )

Ashish - bitch , you are fine right ?

Shweta - absolutely perfect , indeed your bitch is back

Ashish hugs her , she tries to get out of his grip - you moron , hatt ja

Ashish - I just love you ( and place a kiss on her hair )

Shweta - your GF will kill me

Ashish - but I don't have one

Shweta - soumya

Ashish looks at her - she , yak . I will better die ( he speaks looking at shweta who's looking at her and as she diverts her attention he spells sorry catching his ears looking at soumya )

Shweta - hear me completely ashish , soumya seriously let's find someone for this moron so that I can live with happiness

Ashish - but who will live with this bander

Shweta - point ( and gives hifi to each other )

They both think that she hasn't observed their moves but they were wrong . She isn't speaking because she wants to know till how much time they will be hiding it from her . Without further speaking she takes her car keys and bag and tells them that she will be back at night and leaves