FALLING for the BULLY - Bbangsaz

Chapter 16. Block Mail

HANNI POV

In my room, I was sitting on my bed leaning my back on the headboard. I can't stop crying when I remember what I've said to Minji. I know that she's hurts and maybe she hates me now.

I really don't want this to happen but Jay blackmailed me. I hate this! I'm so coward to fight for my love.

I don't deserve Minji, I'm not worthy for her.

Flashback...

I'm here outside because Jay asked me to have a little talk with him. I can't hide it but to smile and giggle,

Minji confessed on air! Of course I know I'm the girl she love the most and now, I know that my face was very red like a tomato! I mentally screamed this in my Shush! mind.

Then I was snapped back from my trance when Jay asked me something.

"Are you still going to break up with me tomorrow?" Of course, duh! And that's a fake break up.

I surely nodded.

"What?? What's wrong with me? Why can't you love me?!" Jay asked angrily.

"I'm sorry Jay" That's all I can say, I'm really sorry for him. Loving someone that doesn't love you back, I know it hurts so much, the one sided love I felt it too with my father.

"No! You can't do this to me! You can't!" Jay hysterically said." Jay we're nothing but friends. It's just an act... We will just announce our fake break up." I stayed calm and tried to make him realize it.

"You're mine Hanni! You can't do this to me!" Jay inched forward to me and held my shoulders.

"It's hurting me! Please let me go! I'm not yours!" I practically yelled and I tried to push away his hands but he held me still.

"Then I will make a deal with you again Han" Jay let go of me and laughed sarcastically. I've never seen him like this before, he's scary.

"What deal?" I stepped away from him.

"Here" Then he showed me pictures of mine wearing my cashier uniform from Cafe Shop. My eyes widened, where did he get that?!! And also from my old apartment.

"I know you're not rich but you're acting a queen here in school and bullying others. You fooled us Hanni, how will they react if they know the truth behind your mask?

Maybe... they will force you to payback! Revenge for what you did because they will not allow a beggar like you to rule this school!" Jay stated and I know he's right. I'd been through a lot of hardships before I get this power in school!

"Choose Hanni, you will break up with me and I will show this to the whole world or just stay to be my girlfriend and I will burn all of this in front of you?" He's asking me too much but I just can't let him show those pictures to others or I'm dead!

I can't answer him. I can't choose. My love or my life?

"Okay I will give you time to think. I hope you will choose right." Jay smiled at me then walked away leaving me astoundedme astounded.

Maybe she can wait for me.

Maybe this is not the right time for me and Minji? Maybe she would understand. Maybe...

End of flashback

I hugged my knees and buried my face on it. Is this the right thing to do? I have no choice, I wouldn't stake my life. I can't because I don't want to go back with the old me. Weak, helpless and bullied. No!!! I will never go back! Never!