I am sorry. I am sorry for everything i put you through, none of what was going on in my life was an excuse to take it out on you, not in any way. I am not trying to excuse myself or come up with any explanation, there is nothing i could say to justify myself anyway. I am just sorry i think you deserve to know that, you deserve t hear it. But i also want to tell you that i never meant to hurt you, i loved you i really did, and i was the worst to you, i didn't réalisé it then, but i know now. I know that you were trying to support me in any way you could and i never thanked you, i didn't even acknowledge it. To be honest i don't know if you'll ever read that, i mean i honestly think you won't ever, but if there's even a slight chance, i will try. Because it is the least i can do, try. Life was never easy for you, but i made it worst, i made it o much worse. And i cant't say sorry enough, but i will try, i will continue trying unless you tell me to stop. If you don't want to here from me, if i hurt you too much and that i can't make up for it, i will leave you alone. Just tell me and I'll go away, honestly you dont even need to tell me, because maybe you never will, maybe you are so happy that you just don't want to hear from me ever again, and because that's a possibility, that is my last try. I am sorry, i truly am, nothing i did was fair, and thank you, thank you for everything for me, thank you for supporting me the way you did, thank you for the way ou loved me. I hope one day we'll be able to talk again, or at least i hope you are the happiest in life and that everything you wished for is now your reality.
For the last time, i am sorry Sofia.
Nahia
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