Love, Lied and Lost...

Leo

You can't, don't act like nothing happened, like you didn't just step away. It's unfair, you hurt me, I was fine, I was finally happy and then you stepped in. You hold my heart in your palm, and you fucking crushed it to thousands of pieces. And now just like that you come back. Like nothing happened. You can't hope that I'll just hug you, you can't hope it'll be the same. Cause it won't, I cried my heart out for you, and it had been a long time I didn't cry for a boy. I told you I liked you and you said you liked me back. I fucking loved you and you knew it. You promised me we would still talk and we would see each other another time. But you knew, you fucking knew that as soon as you would land in Lisbonne you were gonna stop talking to me. I didn't. I believed you would still like me, that we would still be friend. I was the one trying to talk, to keep the conversation going. And when I ask you what was happening you just told me you wanted to forget everything. And that hurt like hell, cause I fell for you, and I fell hard. It's unfair you didn't cried, and that it didn't hurt. It's unfair I was dying cause I couldn't get you of my mind. It's unfair that you don't know how hard it's for me to think about you with another girl. Cause it's gonna happen you'll get another girl like nothing never happened between us. And the worst thing in all this is that I still like you, you're still on my mind, and there's not a day where I don't think about you. Cause you still have my crushed heart in those hands of yours. And I don't even want it back, cause you hurt me but I felt good in your arms. And it hurts to know you don't care anymore, to know that you just come back like if you could get me back, but what hurts the most it's that you can. That with only three words I would forgive you, because I still love you and I don't know how to tell you that I missed you. Even if I sound mad, even if I say I wouldn't talk to you anymore, deep down I know that I would, that if you just told me that you're sorry I would forgive, I would forget. How is it so simple for you? What did you do to me? Why do I still want you to hold me, to love me?  How am I suppose to forget you if when im finally letting you go you come back? You killed me slowly, and now you come back! life is unfair...

From a black bubble. 

Hey the song is in French so here is the translation:

I had never seen such a calm night   I watch her chained cigarettes. His tears flow in silence we still hear the cicadas  We would be hurt even with zero words  Yet no wall on this earth  Could not stifle the cry of our pheromones We can not take long You even compared me to Lucifer Now you drink and you want me. Nah but I hallucinate huh. I already know what distance is driving. Either it's the war for 10 years without a break. Either I leave her and tell her. Keep smiling no more is serious. As long as we have a second of memory in the skull. Our two bodies could die I have already mourned. Now leave me a tear hidden in the eye. Our story could never have ended in calm and tenderness. I hate you like this phrase that says it was too good to be true. I will never admit that some of my own emotions frighten me. I hate you like this phrase that says it was too good to be true. Baby squeezes me hard that I forget that it's chaos. Around it is chaos. Look at us fate is not ashamed. The gods are not ashamed. I messed up this year it's still under construction. Can we come back in January. Her gaze goes through my body like a long needle. Looks like we're cooked. We two in the same car we go to death. We hate each other so much that we redo love. Because it's like drugs we can hang on. On his back my chest is aquaplaning. The problem is that it reminds me why I like it. I see the beginning the first weeks. We could start from scratch. And take the first plane like in a shitty movie. It's delirium. Keep smiling no more is serious. As long as we have a second of memory in the skull. Our two bodies could die I have already mourned. Now leave me a tear hidden in the eye. Our story could never have ended in calm and tenderness. I hate you like this phrase that says it was too good to be true. I will never admit that some of my own emotions frighten me. I hate you like this phrase that says it was too good to be true