Love, Lied and Lost...

You

I love talking to you... Even if some times you don't answer or you just ignore my text. But I need you to live and I know that even when you act like there's nothing you still love me. I need you in my arms more than I have the time to, I want to kiss you every time I think of you, I just wanna hear your voice, everyday a little more. I need your support cause without you im gonna fall apart. You don't see how much I need you, you don't see that I cry in my bed at night cause I didn't even get an I love you or even just a text from you today. 20 hours that's how long I waited for a text from you... And after those 20 hours I sent you one cause my body needed to know you were there. And we didn't even talk, cause you have class and I don't. Cause you're going out when I won't. And then you're here again like I don't stop breathing when you disappear. So I look up and tell you I love, I look around and let you know that I need you. So don't go, stay in my arms right now, don't go further. Cause my love can not reach you if you're too far away. I need you hug me, I need you to kiss me, I just need you to love me like Im gonna die tomorrow. Cause it may happen, cause even when you're around I some time feel like you don't see me, and I keep smiling and when you come back to my arms I feel like the world could fall apart I would still stand up, cause if you're in my arms nothing can touch me. Cause if you're in my arm si know im she and I know my heart can't be more broker. So I love you like you're gonna die tomorrow, and I love you like the world is gonna explode tomorrow and as soon as you leave me I feel like the world is standing up and im the only one falling apart... So don't go stay in my arms forever and ever cause that's the only thing I need... I need you more than I need air, and I need you more than I need food. I would die for you and if you asked me I would live for you. I would stop steeping out of my room, I would stop writing. Because without you nothing would have any sense any more, because without you I don't have nay reason to live, so stay in my arms forever and I promise I'll love you. I will love you more than anyone one could ever love you, and I love you more than I love myself cause if you leave me my heart won't know how to keep me alive, and if you leave me I won't know how to love anymore... if only you knew how the world is a difficult place to grow in, and how society is the world dangerous place... If only you are here... I love you... 

From your gf

from a black bubble