I'm zoning out again, and I feel bad again... No one know cause i'm smiling like everything's okay. Everything i do seems so wrong, so i don't do anything but it doesn't help, it makes me feel worse than i already am. Please come back, don't let me alone... I can not deal with something like that on my own... It's painful, horribly painful, and i can not do anything to help it. And no one seems to notice 'cause why should i be sad? I have friends that like me and a boyfriend, but i can't help it i feel alone in a crowd and no one can help except you. You went up there to soon and now i feel like the world is falling apart me first. I just need to smile or to falsy laugh and here they think i'm happy and i do it. I'm alone in a world full, i'm crying at the happiest wedding. How is it possible that people think i don't feel anything, like i'm some kind of robot... I'm a lost soul trying to find the path after her light died. I am feeling so terrible that even a hug wouldn't help me. I'm definitely lost, even writing make me feel like every word kills me little more. Please, come back you're the only one that can me feel better. Even lilou doesn't see it, i'm feeling like a ghost and no one can see my face. If only... That would explain why they don't ask me why im on the edge of crying. Hug me tigh, and never let go! I need you to keep me from dying the world is silently killing me and no one sees it. If only you could take me with you. The world is giving up on me and even with all my strength i wont be able to keep it with me...
I wrote this text during English class, so it's not really good but I wanted to share it with you guys... So here it is!!!
YOU ARE READING
Love, Lied and Lost...
RandomThis isn't a story, it isn't happy, it isn't sad... It's just plain me and no one else. I love writing and I just needed this book to write everything that I want to tell but that I have no one to. I don't want you to enjoy or to tell me can relate...
