you're mine. (𝐒𝐚𝐦 𝐱 𝐦𝐨𝐧)

17

( Sams POV)

I got back home from mons house. The first thing I did was throw my coat on the ground out of anger. I wanted to pull my hairs out at the moment, but I held back. I went back upstairs into my room and plopped on my bed. Once my face hit my pillow I cried. This time I actually did. I didn't only shed a tear or two. There was a stream of tears running down my face without control. Why am I feeling this way?

I love Mon, I do. But she's so confusing. One moment her and I are having a cute moment, the next moment she's with someone else. Does she have feelings for him? Was the only reason she came with me is because she was bored or nop wasn't there? Was this all really just a one time thing for us?

Tears kept coming down my face, everytime I wiped them even more would come down. When people would say a girl and girl relationship hurts more than a girl and boy relationship I didn't believe it and I didn't know what they meant since every girl and girl relationship looked perfect and adorable, but now I know what they meant. My heart feels like it's aching, my head is starting to hurt, I feel so slighted, my eyes red and puffy, my tears are warm. I don't know what this feeling is, but I hate it so much. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry all day without seeing anyone. Yes I know her and I aren't a thing but it still hurts seeing the person you truly love and obsess over with some other guy that clearly likes her.
It hurts, it really does. The worst thing about liking someone is feeling jealous because they're with someone, or knowing they can be with someone else because they're single. But what's hurting me most is seeing her being more happy with him. If I really do love her but she loves him. I think it's best to let her go. That way she can be with the person she truly loves and adores.

To take my mind off all of this, I'll go to a club tonight. Just to clear my head. I think I deserve this.

(Mons POV)

UGH!! I don't know what to wear! Wait..let me call my friend yuki! She always comes up with the best outfits.

I grabbed my phone from my purse and dialed her number. The phone rang and after a few seconds she answered.
"Hello?" She responded, but she sounded out of breath. "Yuki! Are you busy? You sound..tired?" I ask. "Uh- no no I have time, what's up?" she replies. I was about to say something but before I could, I heard someone in the background. "Yuki, come back" it sounded like a boy. "Yuki are you with someone?" I ask, laughing. "Uh- no no! Just um a TV show" she replies. "It's fine, I'll call you later okay?" Before I could say bye she hung up. I didn't really have an option other than nop. Guess he'll do so?

"Nop!" I called out. "Yes!?" He replies immediately. "Come up here please!" I say. A few moments later he appeared, leaning on my door frame. "You called?"
"Yes help me pick out an outfit, sit on my bed and I will show you the options" I say, getting the options ready. He sat on my bed and I was showing him 2 options. One was a pink plaid mini dress with a white long sleeve shirt below it along with white sneakers, the second option was just a normal pink dress with white heels.

"Mm.. I like the first option" he says. I nod and go inside the bathroom quickly to change into the outfit. It's fun having a best friend the opposite gender without having feelings for each other!

As soon as I changed, I got a white purse and quickly brushed my hair. "Nop, let's go!" I yell out. We both got inside his blue car and drove off to my work place.

(Fast forward)

When we arrived , I looked around but didn't see sam's yellow car she always drove. I got curious but ignored it and went inside. I rushed up the stairs and saw everyone was working peacefully and quietly.
"Mon! You're here, are you feeling much better?" Yha asks. "Yes I'm okay now, thank you" I thanked her. She nodded and I got back to work.

Hours passed, I was expecting Sam to just walk in randomly. But she never showed up. Out of curiosity I excused myself and headed to the bathroom. I dialed her number and expected her to pick up quick, but every time it rang for a few seconds it'd send me to voicemail. Is she okay?

I'll pass by tonight to check up on her. I wanna make sure she's alright. I care about her and I don't want her to be hurt.