you're mine. (𝐒𝐚𝐦 𝐱 𝐦𝐨𝐧)

31

(Sam's POV)

Why should I care what she does. It's not my business.

"Sam you're making it obvious it's you" he joked. I know he just wanted to cheer me up and lighten my mood, but I really wasn't in the mood.

"Whatever I don't care anyways, let's go. I wanna go home" I said as I began walking towards our table and picking up my stuff.

"Sam, go wait outside. Let me pay and I'll catch up to you in a few"

I looked back and nodded, then left.

I feel so stupid. Why did I even follow her. Then again if never followed her, I would've never known about this. She probably would've never told me anyway.

I was just so mad to even say a word. Before I knew it there were tears rolling down my cheek and stopping at my jawline.
If this is what love is...I don't want to experience this.

But I'd rather get hurt than lose her.
She means a lot to me, I'm not giving up on her.
I wiped my tears but the more I did, the more the tears continued rolling down my face.

I let out silent sobs and tried so hard not to cry out loud.
I wiped my tears once again and tried to stop myself from crying.

I continued to wipe my tears but then a pair of arms wrapped around me. I looked up and saw who it was. Kirk was there holding me while crying.

"It's okay, cry it all out I don't mind" he says as he begins to hug me tighter. As he let out those sweet words, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I broke down in his arms as I turned around and hugged him back.

He caressed my hair as he let out a few "shh"

"Let's go home. I'll tell one of my guys to take my car back home, but I'm not letting you drive like this."

I nodded in agreement as I walked towards the passenger seat. He walked behind me and opened the door for me. "Thank you" I said in a shaky voice.
He shut the door behind me gently and I tried to calm down in the car.

Once he got inside the car he couldn't figure out how to turn it on.
"Okay so...how do I..?" He asks.

I put my finger print on the side of the wheel and the car automatically started.

"What a weird car you have here. You should've brought the normal one, the yellow one" he said as he began to reverse the car to get out the parking spot.

"She needed to rest" I replied.
"You and her both need to rest, that's for sure" he said as he kept his eyes on the road. "I'm fine, but how will you get home?"  I asked out of curiosity.

"I will call my Uber, duh?" he replied. I burst out laughing at his attitude. He smiled and chuckled as he continued to keep his eyes on the road.

"You're a really good friend, you know that?" I said. I hope he knows he makes my days better by being silly and dumb

"Yeah..you tell me that daily" he jokes. "Well I just want you to know that you are a good friend. I love how you cheer me up every time I'm feeling stressed or just down in general"

He smiled at those compliments I said, still keeping his eyes on the road.

"I promise to always take care of you" he spoke. He gently pushed my head to the side and laughed.

I flipped him off and laughed along with him. Moments like these are the reasons I continue to live.

I laid my head on the car window and just watched the road ahead of me.
Though I was still sad, it felt good to know I have a good best friend that takes care of me.

I looked over at him and realized not a lot of people are lucky to have a friend like I do.

--

We arrived at my house sooner than I expected.

"Come on Sam" he said.

"We're here already?" I ask as I look around. "Yes we werent that far away you know?" He smiles.

We both got out my car and walked towards my house gate.

"Well then, I'll let you go now. I hope tomorrow you're feeling much better"
he says as he gently smacks my forehead with his palm. "Wait you're not staying??" I say.
"No, not unless you want me too" he smiles.

"You don't mind do you..? I just- I don't want to be alone right now"

he looked at me and nodded, "I mean I don't mind staying over, if you need company I can stay"

I smiled at him and opened my house gate to go inside.

"So, where am I sleeping? On a dog bed?" He jokes as he locks the door behind us

I laughed at his joke and realized that I actually don't know where he could sleep. I have multiple bedrooms but they're all kind of ugly.

"Hmm..you can sleep in my room with me" I suggest.

"Like on your couch? In your room?" he asks.

"Floor, couch, tub, closet, my bed, which ever one you want I don't mind" I joke

"I'll take the couch" he says.

I nod and go upstairs as he follows behind.

--

As Kirk waits in my bedroom I go into one of my other closets in the hallway and get a pillow and 3 blankets.

As I was getting them I felt a vibration in my back pocket. I took out my phone and saw I had a new text message. I opened it and saw it was from mon.

"I'm going back home, goodnight lady Sam. Thank you for driving me over" she wrote.

I stared blankly at that text.

"Sam?" I hear Kirk call out.

"Yeah?" I respond

"Are you okay? Here let me help you with that" he walks over to me and carried the pillow and blankets back to my bedroom.

I follow behind him and help him set up his new bed on my couch.

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I wanna apologize for not updating for a whole 2 months 😭 tbh I was kind of losing interest in writing but I'm finding interest in it again. I'll continue to update this book and I really hope I don't lose interest in writing again.
I hope you're all doing good and happy new year , I hope you all have an amazing 2024!! 💕💕