you're mine. (𝐒𝐚𝐦 𝐱 𝐦𝐨𝐧)

21

(Sam's POV)

Shes not mad. Why is she not mad. How could she have such a kind heart. I won't forgive myself for this.

She pulled me into a hug and reassured me It was okay and she's not mad.

"I love you so much" I said, holding her tight like it's my last time seeing her.
"I love you too. But why are you so worried? We- we're not even a thing" she pulled away and sat on the edge of her bed. I sighed before joining her. "I know, but I figured you'd hate me and wouldn't want to talk to me anymore" I said, tears start to form in my eyes. "Khun Sam" she says, grabbing my chin to face her, "I could never do such a thing" she smiled.

I smiled at her before bursting into tears. "Don't cry" she says, holding me and wiping my tears. "Come on, let me get you a pair of my pajamas then let's sleep" she got up and pulled out a set of silky white pajamas and handed them to me. I took them and went inside her bathroom to change quickly. Once I came out I immediately ran up to her like a little kid. I hugged her and we stayed like that for a bit. Once we both pulled away, Mon crawled back onto her bed and pats to the space next to her. I crawl into that space and hold her as I lay down. I laid my head on her chest and wrapped my arms around her waist while she wrapped both her arms around my neck and along with both her legs as she starts to stroke my hair. She is my safe place.

I am so lucky to have this girl with me now. I wouldn't have done it without Dara. I hope she makes good decisions in her future.

Before I knew it I was knocked out.

*Next day*

Once I opened my eyes, I could barely open them, my eyelids felt so heavy. What is going on with me?

"Khun Sam?" I heard a voice say. I pushed myself to open them and soon I had both eyes opened. "Here have some water" she says. She helped me sit up but my head was killing me. "What time is it?" I asked as I carefully drank the water. "1:30pm" she says as she starts to head to her bathroom inside the room. When I heard the time I immediately spat the water out. "What?!" I was surprised, I never woke up this late. Then again I was under the influence of alcohol so that explains it. "Khun Sam! Are you okay?" Mon rushed to me and immediately held my hand. "I'm okay, I'm sorry I got your sheets wet" I apologized. "Forget the sheets, are you alright?" She asked. "Yeah I am now" I smiled at her. She looked worried but eventually calmed down. " You look so sleepy" she said. Mon looked so beautiful. She has her brown wavy hair down and was wearing a cute outfit. She was wearing a white short sleeve shirt with a pink skirt and a white cardigan. She looked adorable

"You look so beautiful" I said. I looked at her eyes then her lips then her eyes again.

"Okay big lady get up, we're going to the grocery store. I need to buy the groceries and I have the list here that my parents gave me" Mon said as she helps pull me up. "Aughh! Noo!!" I whine. "Come on" she pulled me out of bed and I stayed standing still by the edge of the bed.

"What am I going to wear? The pajamas?" I ask, holding up the shirt from the shoulders. "Uh...well my clothes are only pink, white, and brown.." she said, looking at her closet.

WOW, only pink, white, and brown?! I've never known someone who likes pink this much. It's very unique though, I find it cute.

"Here you could wear this, we can match!" She held up two white cropped shirts with the cartoon characters "We Bare Bears" in the middle.

"But Mon, you're already dressed?" why would she wanna change her outfit again? "Who cares Id rather match with you" she replies, her cheeks turning bright pink as she replied . "Yeah- yeah if you want" I reply. I remember watching 'Bare Bears' with my aunt before she passed. She introduced me to that cartoon and since I love that cartoon with my heart.

"Oh and we can wear these white pants to match the shirt color, they might fit baggy but if you want I also have a few tight jeans" she says. "The baggy jeans are fine" I reply. I found the idea of matching with each other so cute, it makes something inside me feel warm. Unless it's just the temperature?

Before we both changed Mon made sure to lock her bedroom door, of course I wanted to give her privacy so I went inside the bathroom and waited until Mon could say I could come out of the bathroom.

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Hey guys, sorry I haven't been posting Ive recently broke up with my partner so it's not easy for me to continue this book especially since this book I wrote about the cute relationship with Sam and Mon and it makes me miss my partner which is the reason I haven't posted in the past few days, I hope you're all doing okay. I'll make sure to post often now, once again I'm sorry for the late chapter.