Front of the Crowd (sequel to backstage session) MachineGunKelly

chapter 65

I slammed the bedroom door, trying to calm my breathing. This has been all day. I haven't spoken to him, I didn't even say goodbye last night. I tried to call him but he ignored it again. I was livid, agitated and most definitely done with his shit. I didn't tell him for this exact reason, so now I don't want to do any of the gender reveal. If he's not gonna be here, what's the point? I laid down on the bed, grabbing his pillow and started to sob into it. I looked over at my phone again, sobbing harder. Then a  knock on my door made me groan and throw the phone at it.

"Go the hell away"! I yelled.

"Uh, no". Pete said as he walked in, Kourtney behind him.

"Oh no sweetheart. Get up". She said and I covered my face.

"I'm to upset to leave this bed. Let me die here". I whimpered but Pete pulled the blanket off of me.

"Stop that. It was a small fight". Pete said

"No it wasn't Pete. He blames me for stupid shit and I'm tired of it. I didn't tell him about that fall because I knew he would act like this. He knows this and continued the bitching". I spoke

"Well let him act like this in London. We are in Los Angeles. The weather is beautiful for November. Leave him in his pity party, he'll feel bad soon". Kourtney said.

"What do you mean"? I asked, wiping my eyes then I remembered. "Oh". I sighed.

"Plus. Pete and I are here for you. The next couple days are going to be hard. For the both of you. We helped get him going though". Kourtney smiled

"How"? I asked.

"I put the gender paper in his bag before he got on the plane and wrote him a note". Pete said as he took a hit of his vape pen.

"Why"? I groaned. This would just add more gasoline to the fire.

"Because I'm team Luna on this one. He's so caught up in his life to understand you did this so he could finally calm down, but it didn't so fuck it". Pete said and laid down next to me.

"He'll think I did it". I sighed.

"Nope. Signed it Pete". He chuckled.

I rolled my eyes and Kourtney pulled me up.

"I may have read the paper so im planning your party either way. It's in three days so you have until Saturday morning to get out of this funk. He'll call. Trust me". She said.

I rolled over on my side and faced Pete as he blew smoke rings from his mouth. Chuckling as he poked his finger through it. I can't believe I'm stuck with him all month. I turned back to Kourtney who laughed and pulled me off the bed.

"I made you some of your herb tea. Go drink it and get dressed. I need your opinion on decorations". She said

I shook my head. "I'm not allowed to leave the house". I said and she gasped.

"Oh fuck no. We aren't doing this 'he said' shit. Get dressed before I call him and flip out. Pete let's go". She said and grabbed his arm.

He stumbled out after her and I sat back down on the bed. I sighed and looked at my phone again, still nothing from my on the road, touring husband.

*

Colson POV

I sat down next to Rook and Sophie on the plane, the music blaring through my headphones. It's hard to write something new when I'm this pissed off. I glanced up to see Sophie looking at me, basically giving me a glare.

"What". I hissed.

"You can be an asshole some times". She said and looked out the window.

"She lied to me. She kept something important from me. How should I act"? I mumbled.

"Like a supportive husband. She didn't tell you because you act like this when one small issue starts. She's trying for you. Ever since the baby before you've changed, not just physically but emotionally. You're still hurting and you're scared but so is she. Give her credit."

I rolled my eyes. "I'm not falling for the guilt trip". I snapped.

She shook her head and got up, walking over to Brandon and Justin mumbling under her breath. I sighed and turned back to my phone. I debated to call her but I'm to angry. Why wouldn't she tell me this the day it happened? Was she protecting that Dylan? I had so many questions but i refused to ask anymore. I grinded my teeth together as Rook hit my shoulder.

"You got anymore of the blue shit"? He asked.

I sighed and got up, walking over to my bag. I opened it, only for an envelope to fall out. I glanced down to see "Baker" written on the front.

Fuck.

I bent down and picked it up. I can't look at this right now. That was a low blow, even from her. When I looked at it closer I noticed it wasn't her hand writing. I grabbed the note attached it it, skimming through then stopped.

Kells, you may be upset right now but just remember what is keeping you both going. Take a day or two to settle down, then call your wife. She needs you more then ever. I hate to bring back memories but remember the other little one? Yeah exactly. She's your rock and so is this baby. Oh. Casey says hi.

Pete

I rolled the paper up in my hand and shoved it into my pocket. I walked back over to where I was, grabbed my keyboard and walked to the back. I plugged the headphones in and started to distract myself from those buring memories.

Maybe I did overreact, maybe I should have talked to her first instead of yelling. I guess I'm like my dad in some way. I sighed and let the music take me. Letting my fingers play the keys and humming softly. Memories of what happened almost a year ago came to to me again, hitting me like a fright train and buring my brain with how she was, how she felt. Fuck, even how I felt. I'm so stupid for leaving her right now. I'm so fucked up in the head it's unreal. She told me forever and I gave her nothing. Everything is clear now and I understand what I need to do so I left my music do the talking. Never thinking I would make this song.

"So sad we ended up here".