~Kaveh x Alhaitham one shots~

//I'm scared.// (🖤 ->💘)

Kaveh' s POV:
I'm scared. Not of Alhaitham. But, I'm just scared. I'm scared about our future. I was scared if we would still be in love. It was 4:00AM right now. I don't know why,  but whenever I stay up to late, I get scared something bad might happen in my life.

Alhaitham was in the bathroom right now. He probably got up to use the restroom. I wanted him in my arms so badly. I was terrified. What if he found out just how much of an awful person I was.

What if he found out I was scared about him leaving me?! He would surely leave me. I start hyperventilating, scared. I curl up into a fetal position. Tears that I didn't even know were in my eyes started pouring out of my eyes.

My hair was hanging down onto my shoulders, so I took a strand and pulled it. It was to get myself to stop crying. Stop it Kaveh, Stop it. Stop. It. STOP. IT. Suddenly, a vivid memory appears into my head..

//Flash back//
Little Kaveh's POV:
"Kaveh, shh.. it's ok. Its just a little scratch on your knee. You'll be alright." My dad said in an attempt to comfort me. Tears still came out of my eyes. I could barely breath! This was always what happened whenever I cried. I sniffed for a second to stop crying.

"There, do you feel better now?" My dad said as he finished bandaging up my wound. I was to focused on my crying to realize the pain had subsided. "Yeah, I do! Thank you, dad!!!" I said happily, getting up and hugging my dad.

"'You're welcome, sweetheart. Come here!" My dad said as he picked me up and placed me onto his shoulders and started running around the place like a mad man. "WEEEE!!" I yelled out of delight.

My mom noticed, and laughed. "Be careful you two!" She said in between laughs of happiness. "OKK!!" I yelled as my dad started getting faster. My dad was the best! I hope that it'll always be like this..

//End of flash back//

Present Kaveh's POV:
More tears fill my eyes. It didn't last. My dad had died, and my mom abandoned me. What if this relationship didn't last? What if I kept on telling myself it would, but it didn't. What if?

STOP THINKING LIKE THAT, KAVEH! What the hell is wrong with you?! You idiot. Stop thinking of this. Just sleep. Go to sleep. Don't bother Alhaitham. He doesn't deserve to be bothered.

Suddenly, I heard the door creak open. I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. "Kaveh.. I know you're not asleep. I heard you crying.." Alhaitham said. DAMN IT! WHY CAN'T I BE QUIETER WHEN CRYING?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG- I was cut away from my thoughts with a kiss being planted on my forehead.

"I'm not mad, my love. I just wanna know what happened. You don't need to tell me right away, but you can cry." Alhaitham said in a sincere and sweet tone, not sounding upset at all. I slowly opened my eyes, my vision a bit blurry due to my tears.

Alhaitham leaned closer and wiped my tears away, and pulled me closer, hugging me in the process. I immediately break down. I couldn't do it. I couldn't keep up the "'it's fine" act. Not when he was pulling me so close, and cuddling me and whispering sweet words into my ears. All to comfort me. "'I-I'm scared.." I muttered through my tears.

"Did you have a nightmare, love?" He asked me, his right hand moving up to my hair to ruffle my hair. "No.. it's just I thought our relationship might not last. I-it's..it's because I thought that my happiness with my parents would last until I died.." I said in between sniffles and sobs.

"I know this promise might not sound sincere to you, but I want to promise to you that I'll never leave you. Even if we have several fights, even if you say that you  hate me, I'll always come back. I won't ever leave you. You mean the world to me Kaveh. You're the one thing that matters the most to me."

...I had no words. He was to sweet. I wrapped my arms around him, all I could mutter was eight words. "'I love you. I love you so much." I responded to him. "'Shh.. I love you too." He continued ruffling my hair, and whispering sweet words into my ear.

I loved him. And he loved me. If you told me only nine months ago that I would fall in love with Alhaitham, I would laugh in your face. I would also probably deny even liking him. The truth is, I've been in love with him since we first met. I love him so much.