~Kaveh x Alhaitham one shots~

//Worry (🖤-->💘)//

HII<33 SO UM THIS IS A RANDOM IDEA GIVEN TO ME BY @LifeIsPa1nful lmao<3 she actually gave me this idea on Pinterest under this one pin we were talking about sooo yeah :33 enjoy and I'm sorry if this is poorly written lmao<3 ALSO YIPPEEE ITS THE 80TH ONESHOT<3

Alhaitham's POV: (wow ik a character POV for once!)
He makes me so.. worried. Archons, does he annoy the hell out of me.. I swear, why can't he just leave our home and inform me about it? He's been out for a few more hours than he usually is. I know it isn't my business, it's his business. It's what he's doing. But he makes me so worried these days.. archons above, he doesn't know how much I care for him.

He brightens my days, my nights.. he makes everything so much better.. his soul is pure, his skin is soft, his crimson eyes are so pristine.. his aesthetics are top notch.. his skin isn't just soft, it's warm. Despite the callouses that bruised and scarred his skin, his skin still felt smooth and comforting.

His eyes made me so nervous when I was younger.. his laughter, his smile.. archons.. the things I would do to be the cause of them. And yet, he's such a mess. He can't be bothered to take care of himself, and he never sleeps on time.. he always works past midnight.. he covers his eye bags with makeup.. he doesn't eat as much as he should, and he drinks too much alcohol.

And for some reason, no one other than I dares to stop him. His obsession with alcohol will only continue to get worse if I don't stop him from drinking too much.. he makes me so anxious.. but I can't show him my love. The best I can do to express my love towards him is just to do as many acts of kindness as I can. I hate arguing with him, I hate it with every fiber of my being.. but, I can't stop. I can't dare stop.. otherwise he'll be uncomfortable. I love him so much.. yet, there's so little I can do for him.

If I screw up, if I do one thing wrong.. I could screw up our entire relationship. I could break it. And I don't want my light to disappear.. I.. selfishly.. want to keep him all to myself. I want for him to be mine. Because.. his smile.. his laughter.. every single little thing he does.. it brings me the utmost happiness. And archons, he's the only person who makes my heart win over my mind.

And I don't want anything to be ruined between us. I want for him to be okay.. I don't want him to get hurt... I want to keep him safe. And now, I don't know where he is, and I don't know why he has been gone for so long. All I can do is just.. hope. All I can do is just hope that he will come back.. safe and sound. My stomach felt as if it were in a knot, the anxiety dwelling inside me was like a bottomless abyss in my stomach.

I could barely breathe.. I couldn't focus on the book that sat in my hand, I couldn't focus on the story, the plot, the characters, the dialogue.. I couldn't focus.. I couldn't pay heed to anything other than Kaveh.. I shut the book in my hand and closed my eyes. Almost instantly, he came into focus.

He was laughing, and he had this flower crown on his head. He had flowers in his hair. Padisarahs, Sumeru Roses.. he was wearing a white suit, with beautiful designs embroidered on it. He had a flower bouquet in his hand, which held flowers from all over Teyvat. Sweet flowers, Mints, Padisarahs, Sumeru Roses, Mourning Flowers, Windwheel Asters, Nilotpala lotuses, Cecilias, Qingxins.. there were so many flowers I couldn't even count. He had a veil on his head, and as I looked down to his fingers.. I saw a ring on his finger. And his fingers were intertwined with mine.. a ring was placed on my finger too. Had I fallen asleep?.. I didn't care.

His eyes were shining, and his lips had lipstick on it.. which made his lips look all the more soft. All the more sweet. All the better to kiss.. "Hayi.. I love you." He spoke, his face reddening as he spoke. My heart started to race, or at least that's what I imagined. "I.. I love you too, Kaveh..." I heard myself whisper in my mind. It was too real.. Kaveh looked too real in his imagination. As gorgeous as he looked in real life, his voice sounded as sweet and tender as it did in real life.