//Why did you leave me? (🖤-->💘)//

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(NO KAVEH ISNT GOING TO DIE)
Nobody's POV:
Tears. Tears were rolling down Alhaitham's face. Why. Why did he say that? Why did he scream that at the top of his lungs. Why did he yell like that. Why did he scream at him? His mind couldn't even bear the thought of his name.

He had lost everything. Kaveh was his everything. Kaveh was his everything. He tried to get the water to stop leaking from his eyes, but they didn't. They just kept on rolling and rolling down. The only thing he had left of Kaveh was something that Kaveh had given him during their Akademiya days.
~Flash back~
"'Haitham! Haitham!" Kaveh yelled, running into the house of Daena, disturbing all of the people inside. A lot of scholars inside of the house of Daena, who were just trying to study the materials they were supposed to, glared at Kaveh.

"'whoops.." Kaveh muttered under his breath, still running, trying to find his adorable little junior. He found Alhaitham, who was running toward Kaveh. "Senior Kaveh!" Alhaitham yelled, running to hug Kaveh. Kaveh and Alhaitham hugged each other tightly.

Slowly letting go, with Kaveh smiling. "Here, I got you this!" Kaveh said, laughing out of happiness. He pulled out something from his pocket, it was a bracelet. The bracelet's thread was black, with a green heart in the middle. The ones next to them were all different colors of green. With the name "'Alhaitham" embroidered onto it.

Alhaitham gasped, wondering how Kaveh could create something like this. "Wha- what.. did you make it yourself?" Kaveh chuckled. "Yes, silly! You and I are super close now, so I thought this would be something I could make you."

"Oh, oh, oh!" Kaveh started, getting a bit louder at the last "oh" making everyone glare at him again. "And, the best part is you can resize this! See the little green heart in the middle? It's actually a button. You can make it as big or as small as you want." Kaveh finished, demonstrating the use of the button.

"Oh!- I- I- thank you Senior Kaveh! I- thank you so much!" Alhaitham stammered, shyly blushing. Kaveh laughed again. "'Of course, silly! Keep it. Keep it until we stop seeing each other." Kaveh said, knowing they would never stop seeing each other.

"O-ok!" Alhaitham said, pulling Kaveh into another hug. Kaveh laughed, hugging him tighter, trying his hardest not to loudly laugh. Alhaitham smiled into Kaveh's shoulder; hoping it would always be like this.

~End of the flashback~
Alhaitham sobbed even harder after thinking about that. He missed Kaveh. He missed Kaveh so much. He made Alhaitham smile. He made Alhaitham feel the emotion that people called love. Kaveh hadn't left this world. But, Alhaitham feared he would. Their argument.. he didn't mean a single world of it.

They had argued about showing each other love and affection.

(This part was inspired by a fanart of Kaveh and Alhaitham and it was like where they were holding their hands, and talking to each other on a bed, and like the pt.2 of it was where Kaveh faced away from Alhaitham, and was hugging his pillow, and and Alhaitham was staring at the ceiling- so yeah- idk the artist so uh yeah! If anyone knows the artist, pls let me know!)

"DON'T YOU REMEMBER?! WHEN WE FIRST STARTED DATING, WE HELD EACH OTHER'S HANDS, AND TALKED TO EACH OTHER UNTIL WE WERE TOO TIRED TO! WE USED TO TALK ABOUT OUR FUTURE. WE USED TO ACT LIKE AN ACTUAL COUPLE!" Kaveh yelled, clearly making a point.

"WELL, YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I'AM HORRIBLE WITH FEELINGS. I'AM HORRIBLE WITH SHOWING PEOPLE AFFECTION. YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS. YOU'VE BEEN MY BOYFRIEND FOR SO LONG, YOU IDIOT!" Alhaitham screamed, as a reply to Kaveh, getting pissed off more and more as the seconds passed.

"'OH?! WELL THEN, IN THE PAST, WHY WERE YOU SO GOOD AT IT?!"
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Alhaitham didn't want to let his mind wander back to the memories of the past. But, he knew there was nothing he could do now. Kaveh wasn't home. He had searched all over the house for Kaveh. But, he was nowhere to be found. Everything in his room was still organized, only Mehrak missing.

Alhaitham had the bracelet in his hands. It was resized to his hand size, but he didn't want to wear it. He wanted for Kaveh to hold him tight. He wanted for Kaveh to open the door to their house, to tell Alhaitham that he didn't mean a single word of what he had said.

He didn't just want Kaveh. He needed Kaveh. He needed Kaveh. He needed his one and only true love. The love of his life. His everything. He sobbed, more and more and more. He just couldn't stop it. He heard the front door open. He gasped, and turned around. Scared to open the door. Should he..? What if Kaveh only came back to take his stuff?

He felt his door open up, not by itself, but by Kaveh's hand. As soon as Kaveh saw Alhaitham, his face turned into a concerned and terrified expression. "'Haitham!" Kaveh yelled; lunging down onto the floor, wrapping his arms around Alhaitham.

"'Ka..Kaveh..?" Alhaitham choked out between sobs. "I'm here, I'm here, Haitham, I'm here." Kaveh said, as he slipped off Alhaitham's headphones, which didn't have any music playing through them at the moment. Alhaitham fell more into Kaveh's arms, he missed Kaveh's touch, and it had only been four hours.

"Wh..why, why did you.. c-come ho-ho..home?" Alhaitham asked,genuinely,not even having enough energy to use his usual formal vocabulary. "It was a big mistake to leave you. I-I wish I never walked out of our home.. I love you. I love you so much. I didn't mean anything I said, I'm sorry, Alhaitham. I'm so sorry, Alhaitham. I'am sorry. I'm so sorry, my love." Kaveh's voice broke into pieces.

It broke Kaveh's heart to see Alhaitham so broken. Was.. was he really this broken without Kaveh? Alhaitham continued sobbing, holding on tightly onto Kaveh's clothes. "Pl-please, do..don't leave me- ag-again.." Kaveh held onto Alhaitham tighter. "'I won't. I promise, I'll never leave you. I'll always stay with you, I promise."

Alhaitham let his head off Kaveh's shoulder, staring into Kaveh's perfect crimson red eyes. "'I.. I lo-love you.." Alhaitham said, his heart feeling whole again. Kaveh replied with a kiss. "'I love you too."

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