Hello Professor (UNEDITED)

Special Chapter 1 : Felicity's Life

Felicity's POV

Like a lightning bolt it strucked my head, it filled my hollow chest, but it's never happiness, the news came like an earthquake and shook my world.

"Your mother didn't survive"

It's so painful that i couldn't bear it, i couldn't even try to speak, neither can i express how i feel or just cry, if only let my mother drive, this won't happen.

"Condolence to your family, Felicity"

The doors were open and people come and go, visiting the golden white casket of my mother that i couldn't even bear to look at, i felt guilty and i feel like it's my fault why she died.

It could've been me...

But i couldn't do anything, i was the one who lived.

I silently cry in my room while reminiscing the memories of my mom and how happy we were before, i cried rivers inside my room while hugging myself constantly saying sorry to mom and promises her that i will change.

My mother stayed at home most of the time my father forbids us to go out often because my father had a lot of enemies that time, but i wanna go to dad's office to go out with us.

Because of my narrow mind and used charms, my mother and i got into an accident that day, someone tried to shoot us and my mother lost the brakes.

And i could only blame myself for that.

The police found the shooter and arrested him.

But my our case is still going because the shooter won't talk about who hired him.

I carried the guilt for years and grew holding it, because not only i lost my mother, i lost my loving father, i know my sisters are mad at me even though they said they're not blaming me.
I promised my mother that i'll change and be obedient daughter to my father.

I followed my dad will and do as he says, i avoid things that might piss him or make him sad, i focused how on making him happy because that's what my life is all about now.

Even though i don't show it, but i love my father so much.

I love my family so much

I just became distant because i cannot stand the guilt after that incident.

After a year of my mother's death, my grandfather, the dad of my father who's very strict of us, died, we were sad and we held his funeral.

I grew up indipendently working under my father while studying. While my sisters always try to blind date me with some men.

After a few years of being alone, i met this guy.

He is Keijan Ervin Villa Coste

He is charming and smart and i started to like him, my sisters are supportive and liked him for me, he always gives me things, like jewelry and bags, he's so generous and romantic, he always takes me on dates and even rents a whole restaurant for me, he courted me and i really can see his sincerity so after a few months, i said yes to him.

I was so happy because finally, i wasn't alone and i found someone who i can be with, our relationship was fine...

Until a few weeks later, he became distant, he always hide his phone and locks it, i understood it because of privacy.

But after a month of being in a relationship with me, he said he needs to go to another country for a business and left a note saying goodbye and he'll be back.

I was so devastated and mad because i do not know what to do or where to find him, i'm mad at everything, i was broken and i felt like my whole world collapsed, i developed a short tempered woman with trust issues.