Samantha's POV
"NO! AYOKO NA! PLEASE... PLEASE.... I'M BEGGING YOU, KILL ME SAMANTHA... I... I wanna be with her already, please... Just let me be with h-her" Her voice cracked, naiiyak din ako dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko para kay ate Felicity.
She's losing her mind
She wants me to kill her to be with Zaki.
She's breaking down again, it's only been three days since the funeral of Zaki, but she didn't go there to see her for the last time, she locked herself in her room all day and didn't even bother to come out.
Tito and my cousins were worried about her because she didn't eat or drink anything.
She's so affected to Zaki's death.
"Ate please c-calm down ka na... Please" mangiyak-ngiyak kong hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap sa kanya because she keeps hitting herself.
"She's waiting for me, Samantha... I know" she painfully chuckles "She's waiting for me."
"I'll go with her, she loves me Samantha, i love her too, i'll tell her pag nagkita na kami, kaya... Kaya bitawan mo na ako" I cried harder then i shook my head "you're losing your mind ate, this is not you anymore" i said while my voice is shaking.
I already called her friends for help and i'm waiting for them.
"I am, i do, i'm losing my mind Samantha! I can't live without her! I want her! I-i... I'll see her! S-so get away from me! Let me fucking go! KHIEN! HELP ME! KHIEN!! ZAKII! I'M GOING WITH YOU!"
"SIGE NA! ISAMA MO NA AKO... D-DIBA GUSTO MO UMALIS TAYO? ITO NA... SASAMA NA AKO... I'LL GO WITH YOU NA! SUNDUIN MO NA AKO!!"
"ZAKI!!! N-no! Don't leave me Zaki! Bumalik ka! Please my love... Bumalik ka na... "
"Ayoko na dito... Gusto ko sayo"
***
"She needs psychiatric help, she's not normal anymore" Ate Carmela told ate Felicity's Family what she thought about my ate's condition.
The nurses injected her something na pampakalma at nakatulog siya 'ron. Ate tried to kill herself by drinking all the sleeping pills she has, she also planned to hang herself.
I looked at Ate Felicity who's sleeping peacefully, pinagmasdan ko ang mukha niyang may mga sugat dahil sa pag untog niya sa sarili niya sa pader ng banyo.
She has dark circles under her eyes, maputla ang labi niya, marami siyang pasa sa katawan, ilang linggo palang pero anlaki na ng pinagbago ng katawan niya.
She looks so thin, hindi na siya kumakain.
"Samantha?" I looked at ate Liean then looked back down.
"I'm sorry, Professor Almonguera, i can't help you to find Avery" pangunguna ko sa kanya.
"No, not that." She said denying.
"I just wanna ask you to do something for me."
"Take care of felicity"
"I'm leaving for a while"
***
"Ate, kumain ka na, i cooked this po!" Masigla kong bati kay ate Felicity
"Khien..." she mumbled.
We're at the dining table, papalit palit kami nila ate Mikka sa pag bantay kay ate Felicity, and now it's my turn, hanggat hindi pa siya dinadala sa Mental Hospital ganito muna kami.
"N-nako, wala po si Zaki eh" i said placing the plate full of food in front of her, she looked at me with her tired eyes.
"Where is she? Is she at the bar? She can't drink yet, she's my baby, it's bad for her" she said full of worryness in her eyes, i swallowed hard and took a deep breath para mapigilan ko ang namumuong luha sa mga mata ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
Hello Professor (UNEDITED)
Ficción GeneralShe did everything for her to love her, She suffered from pain that everyone caused her, But despite that, she still put a huge smile on her face to show everyone that she's okay. (wlw) (profxstud) start: AUGUST 29,2022 end : JUNE 13,2023 --- eclip...
