Not so innocent anymore

Chapter ten~

I stood up looking at myself in the mirror, I look like a mess my make up is smeared...what happened last night?. I feel stupid I'm disappointed in myself for going through this....

I go to my bathroom and washed my face so I wouldn't have make up no more and I tied m hair in a bun, I walk downstairs hoping my mom was there with breakfast, oh yeah I forgot she has work....great that pain comes back again....I sit on the table with my head down I really can't....I sob quietly on the dining table until I hear a knock on the door...I wonder who I really don't want to see anyone right now.

It's was Romeo great he's about to see my little breakdown, he walks in saying "hey, your mom called" I say with my head down trying to avoid meeting his eyes "what she say?" He says "oh, she said to keep an eye on you" I start walking to the dining table placing my head down once more replying "ok".

He asks with a crack in his voice "are you okay?" I say "do I look okay?" He says "no, is it about your dad?" I say "yeah, it's just this family is falling apart, like I haven't told my brother about this he's in college at SPU he says "oh, why haven't you told?" "My family is falling apart, now that my dad is gone there no man of the house, one to keep the payments and the one to protect" "can I do anything to help?".

"No, not really" I say

He says "I'm always here to talk and comfort you" as he got closer to me wrapping his arms around me

With the warmth and empathy letting me sob into his shoulders. I soon fell asleep from crying way too much.

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I woke up laying in his chest as I look up I see him looking down at me playing with my hair. I say "how long have I been asleep?"

He says "just 45 minutes" I say "oh, sorry for making you wait let me splash some water and we can go to the beach" he says "we don't have to I If you don't want to we can stay here and talk, or watch" I smiled and said "sounds great, I really don't feel like looking out to the real world just yet...."

Me and Romeo laying in each others arms until we hear the door bell, so I walked up to the door opening it as I see.....my dad, he looked great, happy....why did e come here, no I don't want to see his face.

I quickly tried to shut the door until he stopped it with his foot he quickly says "wait, can I just say something" I say raising my voice "no, I don't want you in my life no more what kind on father are you, I hate you leave now" he says "Juliet!, no I left for a reason" I say calming my voice a little "and what is that reason" he says "why be with someone you don't love" I say raising my voice "so you don't love mom, you don't love me, you don't love bro, you don't give shit just leave now" he says again "I'm sorry, but I've moved on here's 20,000 to pay off the house an some electric bills but ill be gone from here on" I took the money in my hands and slammed the door in his face.

I held the money in my hands bursting out in tears hearing his footsteps getting farther, I can't believe this is what he gives money, this shit isn't worth it, but he's gone now it's been done. I hear Romeo walking down, he saw me sobbing so he quickly ran next to me rubbing my back whispering "it's alright, you'll get through this" over and over again.

He gave me comfort, he lets me know someone is still there for me.

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Chapter 10 tada!!!!

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