the summer we fell || jeremiah fisher

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I was sat in my bed crying while staring at my wall, until i heard a knock at the door without getting the chance to answer conrad walks in saying " hey wanna go on a muffin run" I look up at him and his face drops when he sees mine.

"uh you got stuff on your face" he says sitting down next to me wiping my face with his thumb as he cupped my cheek

i laugh "yup probably mascara"

"what's wrong lex" conrad said looking concerned

"isn't it obvious" i say with my head low

"look fuck him, you deserve so much better, it doesn't even matter it's a silly present" conrad said looking at me

"it's not that, he clearly didn't forget he done it on purpose he got belly a present and not me, like i don't care but it just makes me feel so shit" i say about to cry again

"hey look at me don't cry" conrad said in soft voice as he picked up my chin with his finger.

All of a sudden our eyes locked, i could feel my stomach turn into knots, his hand was still on my chin, and all i could see was his beautiful green eyes. It was like the rest of the world didn't exist and before i knew it we were both leaning in, his soft lips touching mine. This kiss was different it was gentle and soft. Conrads hands moved down to my waist as i wrapped my arms around his neck, suddenly we get interrupted.

"what. the. fuck" jeremiah said with his mouth opened as he dropped his phone on the floor

"what are you doing in here this is my room?!" i say annoyed

"well this is my house" he says rolling his eyes

"omg what do u want from me?! i'm sorry let me pack my things up and sleep on the street" i yell sarcastically at him

"grow up your so childish" jeremiah said giving me the dirtiest look

"what do u want anyway" conrad said sounding annoyed too

"mom wants us to help with something" he says annoyed

"alright whatever, i'm sorry lexi i'll
go on a muffin run with you later if i have the time" conrad said getting up and leaving

When conrad left jeremiah didn't he was just stood in between my doorframe

" what the fuck do you want" i say

"i don't know, maybe you being gone would be a nice thing" he said without even looking at me.

"fine, i'm so sorry that me being alive and in this house is such a big problem for you" i screamed while packing ransom shit into a bag.

I don't think he expected me too but i put some tracksuit bottoms on that matched my hoodie and chucked on my converse. I ran downstairs, and let myself out the front door. I know he didn't expect me to actually leave beacause when i was running out i heard him call my name.

JEREMIAH'S POV:

I was in my room, led in bed staring at the ceiling, i felt so guilty and horrible for not getting lexi something but, she was the one that said she wanted nothing to do with me. Those words run through my head all day, she didn't mean it did she?

I still care about her i really do, but i've fucked up and she doesn't deserve that. I hear my mom call my name from downstairs, i go down and she asks me to go get conrad so me and him can help her with something.

I walk up the stairs knocking on conrad's door he doesn't answer so i let myself in but, he wasn't there. I heard voices coming from lexis room so i decided to just walk in and i wish i never did. I saw Conrads hands moved down to her waist as lexi wrapped her arms around his neck, suddenly i interrupt.

"what. the. fuck" i said with my mouth opened as i dropped my phone on the floor

"what you doing in here this is my room?!" lexi says annoyed

"well this is my house" i says rolling my eyes

"omg what do u want from me?! i'm sorry let me pack my things up and sleep on the street" she yelled at me

"grow up your so childish" i said giving her the dirtiest look

"what do u want anyway" conrad said sounding annoyed too

"mom wants us to help with something" i said annoyed

"alright whatever, i'm sorry lexi i'll
go on a muffin run with you later if i have the time" conrad said getting up and leaving

When conrad left i didn't i just stood in between her doorframe "what the fuck do you want" lexi says

"i don't know, maybe you being gone would be a nice thing" i said without even thinking, i was angry.

"fine, i'm so sorry that me being alive and in this house is such a big problem for you" she screamed while packing ransom shit into a bag.

She put some tracksuit bottoms on that matched her hoodie and put on her converse. she shoved past me running downstairs, and she lets herself out the front door. I didn't expect her to actually leave.

I ran out the front door calling her name hoping she would come back but, she didn't. I gulp hard as i know my mom would kill me if she found out this is all my fault. I felt like a rock had just hit me, i wanted to hit myself, what the fuck is wrong with me. Why was i being like this to the person i loved and cared about most.