the summer we fell || jeremiah fisher

P A R T 2 7

I woke up to the sound of my photo frame falling, apparently i didn't know how to put a photo frame up, i laid in bed remembering what happened last night, i was hoping it was just a nightmare but nope it was all real.

I got up and got dressed into a blue tank top and some black denim shorts, i headed to the bathroom and cleaned myself up, also applying a little makeup. I headed downstairs to get something to eat and of course the one person i didn't want to see was down there.

I didn't want to make it awkward "where's everyone else?" i questioned

"uh belly and cam are on a date, con stayed over nicole's and uh stevens out with shayla looking at deb suits" jeremiah said while cooking some eggs

I kind of found it odd conrad had not finished stuff with nicole even when he told me he liked me. I didn't know if i should tell her or not, she was my friend after all.

"where's mom and suzie?" i questioned again

"uh still out apparently" he said not looking at me

Great of course i had to be alone with him, when i didn't want to the most. "want some eggs?" jere said breaking the silence

"i'm good" i say walking off into the family room. I was starving but i wanted nothing to do with jeremiah at the moment.

After about 10 minutes while i was scrolling through my phone, in the corner of my eye i see jeremiah sit down on the other side of the couch next to me, out of all the seats he could've sat in why next to me.

"need something?" i say annoyed

"no" he said confused

"then why out of all the seat u have to sit here" i say rolling my eyes

"look i can leave" he said getting up

"no it's fine stay i was just leaving" i say as i got up and headed up the stairs

jeremiah ran up the stairs to catch up to me grabbing my hand "lex can we please just talk"

"i'm good actually" i say getting out his grip.

I walk into my room locking the door, i really didn't want to talk to him right now, he had caused me so much pain i didn't want to see his face. A few hours pass and i have a knock at my bedroom door, i thought it was going to be belly or someone so i get up and unlock it.

To my surprise it was jeremiah, he was stood there holding a bouquet of pink and white tulips, my favourite and in the other hand was a basket full of what seemed to be my favourite treats. I could see he was really trying and as much as i was mad, i would never forgive myself if i never sorted things out with him before the summer ended.

"these are for you, i know you don't want to speak to me but, i want to make it up to you, you don't have to keep it, you can throw it away i-" he said quietly before i interrupted.

"uh come in i guess" i say trying to hide my smile and not show that i thought his gesture was really sweet.

"look i can go if you want, i know i fucked up and i'm sorry" he said upset

"jere, be honest, do you really like me?" i questioned

"lex i do and you know i do, but i feel i just keep doing the wrong thing when it comes to you, i just keep fucking up" he said angry at himself

"if you do, why do you keep doing those things, i just don't get what i'm doing wrong" i say quietly

"you not doing anything wrong, i just don't want to hurt you" he said lowering his head

"you already have so many fucking times, jere do you not think me seeing you hook up with other people after you tell me you like me, doesn't hurt me?!" i yell starting to loose my patience.

"look i'm sorry, i am-" i cut him off "no your not, you done the same shit last time and you pinkied you would never hurt me like that again!" i yell as tears filled my eyes.

"lexi please, you know how much you mean to me, i will never forgive myself for how i treated you, i know i was a prick but, i'm willing to change i promise like fr this time" he pleaded

"jere idk.." i say as a tear rolled down my cheek

Before i knew it he stepped closer to me cupping his hand on my face wiping the tear on my cheek with his thumb. I still felt butterflies for him, i knew i shouldn't but he's the only boy that's made me feel this way. I know if i had to id wait forever for him. No one could compete with jeremiah fisher in my eyes.

"look jere, you've hurt me over and over again but, no boy could ever compare to you and you know that, i would never forgive myself if i saw you with another girl" i say as more tears come out my eyes.

"lex when i saw you kissing that boy, i knew from that moment on i never wanted to see you with another boy, your the one i want and i'm willing to do anything to gain your trust again" he said looking into my eyes.

"anything?" i questioned

"anything." he said as he stared at me, i started to lean in and once he realised what i wanted he did too. His soft lips placed on mine, it wasn't too long until we were making out and i was pinned against the wall.

"i never want to see a boy touch you like again, your body is to not be touched by anyone else but me, got it?" he whispered into my ear breaking the kiss.

Without saying anything i just nodded, i could feel goosebumps rising throughout my whole body. This is the moment i realise i loved jeremiah fisher, i didn't want to be with anyone else but him. No matter how wrong he done me this was the boy id always go back to. He was my everything.

We kissed abit more, but we didn't end up doing anything as belly kind of stormed into my room ruining our moment. "lex!" she screamed

Her eyes widened when she saw jeremiah standing there next to me with his hands around my waist and mine around his neck "uh i should go.." bells said awkwardly

"no what was it?" i say intrigued

"no it doesn't matter now, seems like you two have made up" she said smiling

"uh yeah, i'll talk to you later bells" i say awkwardly

Before she left my room, she eyed jeremiah and with the evilest smile "listen here u hurt lexi again, i swear to god your gonna wish you never lived, anyway bye" she said turning her evil smile into an innocent one when saying bye.

"anyway so you know i'm kind of sore from the party yesterday, would u mind giving me a massage?" i said laughing, trying to be funny

"do i have to?" he said as he laughed in disgust

"i mean you did say you'd do anything jere bear" i say giving an innocent smile

"fine" he said laughing while i lay on my bed as he started rubbing my back.

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AUTHORS NOTE:
next part will just be skipping to the fourth of july as i don't know what else to write for this day as i only made it so jere and lexi could make up😭😭