Who am I?

Normal

I slept at Jana and Lisa's apartment that night, I didn't have the strength to go home. Jana dropped me off at school on her way to work. When I got there I went to me a nicks usually meeting place. He came over to me after about five minutes.

"Hey nick!" I said excited to see him

"Hey Karl, how are you?" He asked

I wasn't sure if I wanted him to know, about me passing out, about me crying myself asleep in my sisters room, about how I hurt my dad. I took in a breath and made a choice.

"I'm amazing, my weekend was awsome!" I said smiling

"Yeah? What happened?" He asked

"Well, i came out to my dad, and then I had Alex come over, and my sister got her apartment with her girlfriend"

"I have to go, I'll see you in class" he said rushing into the building

Nick and I were barely able to talk in our first class of the day because Mrs tuddy gave multiple pages of math work. When class ended nick left before I had time to say something to him. Alex texted me to go to the foot ball bleachers at lunch. My second and third period classes were very boring.

At lunch I made my way to the bleachers where Alex said to meet, I saw him on one of the bottom rows with clay and George. When I walked to them I noticed that Alex had a black eye. I ran to him and immediately held his face to look at the bruising.

"What happened" I asked panicked

"Your boyfriend got angry" clay said

"Boy frie- wait- nick did this?"

"Yeah he came up to us after first and punched Alex super hard" clay said

"Because Alex quite football" George said

"Are you okay?" I asked Alex letting go of his face

"Yeah I'm fine, I can take a punch" Alex shrugged

"Why is nick so mad about football?" I asked sitting down next to Alex

"I dont know" clay said

"It's the super secret thing between him and Alex, only person who got to know the secret was Wilbur" George said

"Who's Wilbur?" I asked

"Nicks ex boyfriend, they were crazy in love. It took him a whole year to get over him" Alex said

"Does he go to this school?" I asked

"Yeah, he's pretty reclusive though" George said

"Are you friends with him?" I asked

"Not really, I mean, him and Alex used to be friends" clay said

"Yeah but we stopped talking when he broke up with nick" Alex shrugged

"Should I talk to him?" I asked

"Why would you?" George asked

"I dont know, he knows about nick and I want to know things about nick" I said setting my bag down

"Well if you want to get to know nick I guess you can talk to Wil, but, he's not like- normal" Alex said

"That's kind of rude isn't it?" I said standing up

Alex just laughed as a response

"Where can i find Wilbur?" I asked

"Go to the library and ask the librarian if 'William gold' is there" george said

"William gold?"

"Yeah, she doesn't help unless you say the persons full name, it's annoying" Alex said

"Okay, thanks" I said standing up and grabbing my stuff

I hugged Alex and left to the library. It was bigger then I expected, not huge but not small.

"Hi how can I help you?" The librarian asked smiling at me from her desk.

"Oh! I'm looking for William gold, is he here?"

"Yep! He'll be in the very back of the room to the left. That way" she said pointing to where he was.

I thanked her and walked over to the back of the room, looking at all the books, nothing caught my attention. I noticed a tall, thin, while boy reaching for a book. He looked about 6'5 maybe even 6'6, I had never seen someone so tall. He had pretty short hair and circle thin framed glasses. He had on a short sleeved shirt with an image of John F. Kennedy. His shorts were black black with the schools logo on the bottom of the right leg. He was actually very pretty.

He noticed me staring at him and raised an eyebrow at me.

"Um hello?" He giggled

British? I didn't know British people even went to this school. His voice was like a perfect medium of cute and sexy. I could feel a slight blush go across my face as I spoke

"Uh are you Wilbur?" I asked

"Depends, who are you?" He said suspicious

"Um karl. Clay and George said I could find you here. Uh- you dated nick right?"

"... oh! You can call me wilbur or wil but when you talk about me to parents use the name Wilbur soot!" He grinned at me

"Wilbur soot?" I asked

"Yep! My father isn't the best person in the area, I try not to have the same name as him" Wil said walking to me

He had such a confident walk, like he had a plan and was sticking to it, like he knew exactly what he wants. I want to walk like that.
He put his hands on my shoulders and squeezed them. It hurt.

"Stay clear of nick, he's horrible" he said, his voice sent chills through out my whole body. His voice was psychotic.

"You're scary.." I said

He let go of me and took a step back from me

"I get that a lot" he smiled

"I was hoping you could tell me about your time with nick. I need to know everything" I said

"He's... something special. I wrote somewhat of a book about him actually! I started writing it when I met him. It's about me at first but it very quickly turns into a book about him. It's full start to end of me and his relationship" he said in almost a monologue type of way.

"Can I read it? I was really into him but I'm starting to worry that he's not good" I said stepping to him

He turned around, his back facing me.

"The book is on one of these shelves. I can't remember which" his voice got quite and low. He looked over his shoulder shooting me a sharp look "maybe you can jog my memory"

"How would I do that?" I asked quietly stepping even closer, I approached carefully. Fear shooting me heavily, every time my heart Beated, everytime he blinked at me, everytime I heard his breath.

"By helping me hurt nick" he words cut like dagger

"You want to hurt him? It's been nearly year hasnt it?" I asked

He turned his body now facing me. He smiled one of his eyes twitched a little

"He hurt me. It's my turn to hurt him."

"And you want me to help you?" I asked

"Well if you want that book then you're going to help me." He said bluntly

"I dont really want to hurt nick. I'm trying to learn about him so that I can date him"

Right well, I wouldn't do that if I were you"

"Well you're hi ex of course you wouldn't" I said sarcastically

"No. He's got angry issues. He can't exhibit love the correct way. He's embarrassed to be in relationships. And he's probably bipolar."