Play Along And Win Me Over (JenLisa )

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JENNIE POV

While Mom is driving us to the hospital, my Mom's words keep repeating in my head. How could I have been so stupid? I shouldn't have done that. Lili had already done everything for me. I was so consumed by my own world. The thought of her suffering because of my ignorance is piercing my soul.

Oh Ghad. I’m so stupid!

“Yes, you are stupid.” My Mom said while looking at the road. 

“Yeah, I’m stupid,” I admitted with a heavy sigh. Reflecting on how I had witnessed the longing in Lili's eyes and yet consciously ignored her was a complete display of my own foolishness.

"Am I taking her for granted, Mom?" I said, my voice cracking as I gazed out of the window, contemplating all the sacrifices Lili had made for me. What have I done to repay her? I abandoned her, something I should never have done. I felt my mom's hands on mine, causing me to look at her, a tear streaming down my face once again. The realization of how I've caused Lili pain struck my heart multiple times.

“My dear, it takes courage to confront your own shortcomings and question your actions. Recognizing the possibility that you may have taken her for granted is a significant step towards growth and understanding. Remember, nobody is perfect, and we all make mistakes in our relationships. Instead of dwelling on the past, focus on the present moment and the future. Express your sincere remorse and willingness to change. Let her know that you’ve realized the importance of her presence. Actions speak louder than words, my child. And if you really love her, show her through your behavior that she is valued and cherished,” She cares my cheeks wiping my tears away from my cheeks.

"You love her, right?" She asked, and I nodded vigorously while crying.

"I love her, Mom. I really do. And I feel so foolish," I said, covering my eyes as tears streamed down my face.

"It's okay, my child. Mistakes happen, but what truly matters is how you respond to them and learn from them. Love is a journey filled with ups and downs, and it's during these moments of reflection that we have the opportunity to become better versions of ourselves. And don't worry, Lisa loves you. And Mom loves you too."

I held her hands against my cheek and leaned into her touch. "I love you too, Mom. Thank you," I said, once again overcome with emotion.

"I know. Now wipe your tears away and make yourself presentable. Lisa might think she's going to marry an ugly Mandu," my Mom joked, making me laugh and playfully protest as I wiped my tears.

"You always tease me, Mom," I whined, and she just laughed in response.

"Okay, we're here," Mom said as she parked the car. I looked at the expansive parking lot of the hospital and marveled at its size. "This is still your fiancée's establishment," she added, pointing to the hospital's logo, which featured the initials "M.B."

"I know, Mom," I said proudly. My Lili had already achieved so much. It was foolish of me to compare our accomplishments when she never viewed them that way. Lili's successes were hers to be proud of, and they shouldn't diminish what I have achieved or make me feel inadequate, especially since she never made me feel that way.

"Alright, go inside. I'll head back to the office to take care of important matters, and you focus on your relationship. You're prohibited from entering the company until you're done with your marriage and honeymoon," my mom stated sternly, causing me to blush at the mention of the last part.

"Okay," I replied, obediently nodding my head.

"Good. Now go, she's waiting for you," she said, and I hugged her tightly before getting out of the car, expressing my gratitude. As I was about to step forward, curiosity got the better of me, and I turned back to look at her.