I was happy growing up no worries
I didn't care if I made mistakes it was part of learning now mistakes bring up feelings of the world ending I was happy once can't recall the age that was I wasn't anxious when I was young no anxiety about being harmed everyday now its all I think about its a pain you can't describe there's no words for how lonely and how it tears you down the way a building would crumble after a fire each peice coming down at a time I can't remember what true smiling is my smile isn't pure like it was before it's faking it till you die I don't know how to not be this way I used to do what I wanted without feeling I'm a mistake now I don't want to try anymore hobbies feel empty there's no life to them anymore I can't find the happiness in it I didn't have triggers once upon time now they get set off everyday like a ticking clock reminding me it's 12 in the morning going on and on
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poetry Of Healing
PuisiPoetry is what I write when I don't feel alright its a place I can express my self I made poetry to help my self and I posted it on here so I could look at it everyday I didn't expect people to read it also I don't need help I'm just writing how I f...
