😴Slipping Away😴

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Let me sleep i cant eat
I'm slipping away
Everyday
Hoping the pain will go away
Thoughts getting dark
I'm falling apart
Someone save me
I'm drowning again
I keep getting out the water
But the tide brings me in
I sink deep and deeper
Into the darkness
It's so cold in here
It's so lonely here
I need a hand before
I go down to deep
Someone save me
I'm going down
I'm drowning again
I hope I survive the end
I hope I can save my friends
So we can met at the end
I'm so alone None to hug me
None to hold me
No save me
I'm going down and
I'm hoping I can turn around
Before I go forever
Im holding the chain its getting
Tight I'm hoping I can survive
Another night I don't wanna go
But my brain says I have to
I'm holing on to the rope but
I'm losing grip and part of me
Don't give shit I say I'm okay
I say I'm fine when really
I've lost my mind
Im living but for my friends 
But im holding on
And I'm trying to live
Im trying to eat but
My brain says I can't
I'm losing weight but
I still feel fat I just wanna be okay
I want the pain to fade away
im losing this game
I'm crying again I'm lost so lost
But im trying to find my way
I've lost hope I just wanna go home
But where is my home it's lost in the mist
All I wanna do is stay in bed
So my thoughts destroy me
And I keep the window locked
So I can't give up Because if I do
Then I'll cause them pain
And I don't wanna do that
Because then there go insane
I feel no one cares no one knows
How bad I feel I'm just lying saying I'm fine
When really all I wanna do is die but it's fine
I'll survive well at least I'll try to not lose my mind
Anymore im here for my friends till the end
Even tho I'm breaking I'll still be here for them

Poem about
Slowly giving up

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