Poetry is what I write when I don't feel alright its a place I can express my self I made poetry to help my self and I posted it on here so I could look at it everyday I didn't expect people to read it also I don't need help I'm just writing how I f...
Welcome to self hate my everyday hell I wake up I see fat I don't think breakfast I think exercise And eat little as possible No fat foods or sugar drinks Self hate a demon at first It seams nice saying kind things like don't eat that cake your look lovely if you don't your be pretty But then it starts saying one word Like you are not good enough Then it gets meaner and says Your ugly then it gets meaner Your worthless then it gets a lot meaner die none will care That's just the beginning I said something's you get called not all the list is huge you look in the mirror self hate whispers your fat look at you so you start seeing fat and think aw shit how did I get this big look at me I'm huge then self hate says yh you are no food for you exercise keep going your lose weight its a bit of weight you lose but self hate whispers in your ear just a little more so you lose more and then you get in a war with your self because you are fighting self hate and its hard work you could be eating a sweet just one self hate whispers in your ear put it down look how skinny your getting don't eat that you know your have to exercise or throw up save the hassle you try having a frizzy drink no can't do that self hate says put it down your gonna get fat so you put it down you cry because you want that drink but self hate grabs hold of you so tight you just let it go and keep your self busy Its funny self hate such a tinny thing at first it got bigger you ask how and why? we made the self hate monster we say those things sometimes we think them we feed the monster we destroy our self's for perfection and we lose our self's because of self hate people say love your body self hate isn't that bad let me tell you something its hell you scream,cry,freak out ask it to stop your in so much pain you feel your loosing your mind but you just try to act okay the thoughts get dark you fall apart self hate is the worst monster ever it comes with depression there both bitch's
Poem Is About What its like To suffer With self hate
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